heartyger

2010-09-17T06:49:00.005+08:00

since i cant slp and i miss all the memories of me and him~
i spend the night reading all the diary of me n him...
becuz life is unpredictable.. the story of us might have ended already...
the onli date that is missing is the date we first share our drink which is "pepsi twist"

18/5/02 The day that we went out...

5/6/02 Yuting chalet. The day i have the most fun messing up his hair. The day where i know that i cared abt him so much that i keep finding him when he go missing and i found him on the playground.

22/3/05 I went to SP to appeal to other course and wanted to see him too. But he told me he is meeting his gf, and i was somewhere near the place he meeting his gf so i wanna run away but i still saw him on the bus stop and i ran away hoping he did nt see me but he still did.. and at night on my way home, we were in the same bus again. I guess this was fate!

16/4/05 We went sentosa tgt and spend the most romantic night.

12/8/06 The first day we hold our hands

17/8/06 The first day i called you DARLING

19/8/06 He went "clubbing". I wasnt very happy abt it.

25/9/06 The day that he feel very memorable. I cry becuz he is going HTA.

21/10/06 He told me " I am just an average ger who i dunnoe what i like abt u" He told me it was a joke. I feel hurts...

21/1/07 He bring a ger to my workplace. I hate her alot becuz she is my bf ex gf's friend.

14/2/07 He was unable to spend V day with me and send flowers to my hs.

15/4/07 The day he offically become a police officer.

13/5/07 The day he knelt down in the public asking me for forgiveness.

16/6/07 The day he gave me a dog as a pressie.

5/7/07 The day i bought another dog.

5/8/08 The day he admitted he look at girls behind my back. This is my fate, i have to accept it!!!

8/4/09 The day where he first time catch toys for me.

14/10/09 He pushed me and i hate it.

27/2/10 We had a big quarrel and things turn out very ugly. I felt upset and disappointed.

9/3/10 He did it again and things turn out ugly. Each time it get worsen. He told me if i dun attiude, things would nt turn out this way. But i believe as a guy, u shld nv treat ur gf like tt... BUT STILL... i forgive him that becuz of LOVEEEE!!!

15/9/10 We quarreled as usual and that was the day i realised I WILL NV CHANGE MY ATTITUDE!!!

2010-09-09T05:50:00.000+08:00

damn sian la...!!! Felt neglected~!!!

2010-09-08T06:07:00.003+08:00

i neglected my blog for so so so so long...
i have been busy working and playing at marine sq~
i want to eat the dessert buffet bugis and i m craving it but i ate lots of buffet recently and i feel so fat!!!

i want iphone badly and i hope i can win 9900 tokens to change iphone4...
seem impossible... but i wan it badly!!!

2010-07-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

back from japan almost a week...
tml starting school... super sianz!!!

2010-06-04T05:08:00.002+08:00

super stress.. exam in a few days time...
hate exam! haiz.. i dun tink i m prepared at all...
hopefully can pass all...
i m v v excited toward my japan trip.. is less than a mth..
=DDD

2010-05-12T00:20:00.003+08:00

my bf is super duper lucky...
i tink tt was the luckiest day he had.. haha
cuz he won a lucky draw of a "wulu LG FLIP PHONE" and won a double jackpot while playing the catching toy machine...
AND I M THE LUCKIEST CUZ I CHOSE HIM AS MY BF.... HAHAHAHA!!!
cant wait for my bf to faster book the air ticket..
I CANT WAIT TO GO JAPAN!!!!!

2010-04-21T05:01:00.002+08:00

FEEL LIKE GIVING UP MY STUDIES AGAIN...
this time feel even more shiity than dose days at nus..
becuz i have no interest in the module in e past therefore i didnt realli work extremely hard as i know i would fail..
but this time round, i work hard for it...
however, i still cant manage to cope with my studies...
feel so shitty la...!!!!
sometimes i wish i can be born smarter.. =(

2010-03-22T07:50:00.002+08:00

2 full months + 1 week to exam.. haiz
totally nt prepared at all..
super pissed off to know 1 of the paper i taking for exam this semester has a passing rate of 33% for singapore...
HW AM I GOING TO PASS MY EXAM IN FIRST ATTEMPT!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRR~!!!!!!!
Amg the 33%. there are alot of ppl whu fail alot of times n reattempt..
ARGHGHG!!!!!! why so tough!!!!

2010-03-19T02:14:00.002+08:00

i tink i m crazy these few days...
i been slping more than what a normal person shld slp and probably onli wake up 8 hrs a days.. 4 hrs for sch another 4 hrs when rch home eat n watever la...
sometimes less than 4 hrs.. in short i keep slping non stop..
i can like slp for 7 hrs wake up and had my lunch/dinner and continue to slp another 7 hrs later.. THIS IS MADDNESS..
sometimes i come back from sch wanna take a nap n set my alarm clock to 1 or 2 hrs later..
when the time i wake up, more than 8 hrs are gone...
i tink i gt some disease.. seriously
or exam are coming and i m too stress...
grrr... i m wasting hell lots of time...

2010-03-08T18:31:00.002+08:00

there is alot of thing i wanna do!
firstly i wanna grad.. i cant wait to work now and i realli feel like giving up studies..
i seriously need income now...
i want to buy alot of things and most impt go back taiwan...
i cant wait to move out my hs and have a own hs with my dear boi...
i want to live with my 2 dogs roaming ard my hs...
i cant wait to go to bangkok trip to celebrate me n my bf 4th year anniversary..
GOSH! time flies..
feeling damn old..
i was wondering if i start work, there wouldnt be time for me n my bf...
as he is working dose shift work...
so a hs of our own is the best...

I REALLI HOPE WE CAN STOP PLAYING DOSE TOY GAMES N ARCADE !!!
we shld nt go to arcade anymore!!!
all these are delaying all the dreams!!!

i love watching alice in the wonderland becuz of the big head queen..
love her to the core..
she is the duplicate of me or i m her duplicate...

SAVING UP MONEY IS THE GOAL NOW!!!

2010-02-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

when i tot our r.s was stable already and i realised it have not...!!!

2010-02-24T05:17:00.002+08:00

i m so happy that i cant slp.. hehe
my result were out yesterdae
me n dar had 2 days of celebration..
went crab party to eat cheesy crab.. YUMMY!!
my bf love it alot i tink..LOL..
i was already v happy yesterdae... but todae more happy
cuz my frienz told me they fail!!! HAHAHA
i super cruel...
i didnt realli do well but i managed to pass 4 paper in 1 attempt..
gd motivation.. cuz i will give up when i fail one paper..
I M V V HAPPY!!! woohoo~

2010-02-15T16:52:00.007+08:00

the soft toy i get

Happy Chinese New Year ...
i m so freaking tired from a 10 hrs slp..
been 2 days didnt slp.. but kind of happy
this new year gt play mahjong =)
love mahjong... yeah first time won!!!hahahaa
gd food makes me fat...
reunion dinner had 11 dishes + 1 dessert.. wah!!! so shiok...
this new year go to dar dar relative hs to pai nian(dunnoe hw 2 spell)
gt lots of hongbao haha!! i feel alot le.. cuz i dun get so much...
anyway after the pai nian we went bugis.. wanna take love gety but closed.ultra sad..
LOL
anyway we play toy machine at illuma n marine square..
didnt watch movie..but spend more than $100plus on the soft toy we get
until everywhere we go ... everyone was looking..
because is 2 big plastic bag not one.. haha..
make my dar dar so pro until ppl willing to ask him to help them play using the money..
anyway this new year was tired but fun..
v upset no nice pictures taken this year..haiz..
probably find 1 day go take love gety.. =DDD

I LOVE manhattan fish market LOBSTER!
shiok!!!

arghh.. i m still so tired even 10 hrs slp~

2010-02-07T01:48:00.006+08:00

a super tiring day!!!
=(((
sometimes i m realli confused with my emotions..
anyway hai pai tian xin is so damn damn nice..
my fav drama in my whole 20+ years...!!!
this show realli make me feel so touched at times n yet so funny =D
everytime me n dar go shopping, we realli alway play the toy machine..
we must realli realli kick the addiction!!!
is fun i admit but in future it is a definietely going to be regret...
haiz.. i realli hope we can stop!!

LOVE THIS SONG!!!

I can make it through the rain,
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

hope this song realli motivaties me in everything i do~!!!
i just hope i can be happy everyday until i die~!!!

2010-02-01T20:31:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO!
i m extremely happy this few weeks..
no quarrel with my dar dar for quite long time.. feeling quite happy!!!
n my dar is so sweet... finish work come find me despite tml i have sch..
been shopping n shopping alot lately... stock up my clothes this year...
=DDD
love him so much!!!
he is just the one for me!!!

2010-01-29T18:10:00.002+08:00

i been v suay in my life..
i dunnoe why...
met pervert before in mrt and NOW met flasher..
the stupid thing is i did nt make police report...
i scared troublesome.. anyway the guy did nt do anything to me either..
but this is a realli bad experience... i cry when see my dar..
been shopping with my dar non-stop!!!
we buy couple tshirt and is PINK.. cant wait to see him wear pink =D
my results coming 3 weeks time... so scary...
hope my life gets luckier after chinese new year...
and hope dar dar will nt be working tt day as it is vday + chinese new year..

2010-01-23T00:32:00.003+08:00

woohoo
gt new photo.. shall onli put some photo which i realli think is nice..
love it =) my new hair dye..thanks to my dar =D
and he realli look damn good in this tshirt =D

2010-01-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

if only i have income, i would definitely go dye my hair...
totally cant stand my hair...
the hair tone get lighter n lighter...
shld i spend money since the new year is arriving...
totally hate to sit at salon for 3 hrs...
should i dye or shld i not!!!

2010-01-04T05:58:00.014+08:00

His replies: The Fann Wong thing, I only said my mum… you added my sister… I did not even say… I admit previously about what eating those things and the brand all that I did bring up and I should not have as you didn’t like it… But this Fann Wong thing, I really just said my mum…

ME: i swear u told me she were discussing with ya sister... and i swear i heard the sister... dun tell me ur mum was discussing with her frienz... is realli u say one lor.. is ok..the point is u did talk abt ur sister at times... am i nt wrong to say tt?

the whole thing is not talk abt ur sister or watever... THE WHOLE THING IS I 不爽!!

HIM:I have no say as this is between you and her and I was not there... blah blah blah n The next thing is that I did not side her and neither did I say I know how she feel… I was just saying either probably she is thinking this or could be that…

ME:DEN DUN SAY.. i nv invite any opinions from u.. i m TELLING u y i hate her and y i gt offeneded by her word.. do u tink tt telling me she might nt have the intention or have other thinking will make me hate her lesser.. u shld know my character.. rite?

HIM:The part about what her friend past that remark about her also got nothing to do with me and again I repeat myself, different people have different feelings, level of sensitivity and tolerance level… From this I can also say that my sister was sensitive to what her friend said or her friend was just passing a remark like what I said about my sister passing that remark to your friend about the looking young… This could be looked at many points of view

ME: I DUN EVEN GIVE A DAMN CARE on many point of view.. the whole thing is i m telling u is that ALL GIRLS are sensitive...she think her friend words are offending..have she ever think her words are offending too.. that was wat i m trying to point out... dun tell me she is not offended if she is not she wouldnt have told us abt it in the 1st place... and she sound she is grumbling? am i wrong to say that?

HIM: About the branded goods, yes I did agree and I still agree… I did not change I just added that after all it is her own money and you think I am siding her and changing my answer but I did not… I still agree that she act high class…

ME: adding extra word is unnecessary... JUST AGREE N NOD... whu wanna know what her real reason.. the intention was dere, telling or acting as though she is rich.. but i totally understand the feeling...

MY OPINION(nth against anybody): Expensive stuff do not equal the stuff looks good or get praises... example ur pouch..is onli $30-$40 and everyone was like wah , where do u get it n many people looked at it.. totally proud of that cuz i persuaded u to buy when u already said u have alot and ur style is gd as u know tt pouch look good on u...

HIM:And this?? My sister… How do you even compare?? I don’t even compare and you compare…

ME:u are everydae comparing and u are alway talking abt dose issue MORE THAN i talking abt u n ya sister...! saying i dun love u.. talking more than 100 times abt guys talking to me in phone n blah blah!!

HIM:And for god’s sake, I did not say, “See my sister got such meili” I only said she ever had such an incident… Why do I have to even boast to you about my sis??? I got nothing better to do??? And probably when I said that was soooo long ago when we were in our early stages being together…

ME:HELLO!!! isnt this such common things for girls? DO U TINK I M INTERESTED? so wat is early stages... u still did say.. did i say u boast? i was saying i dun go ard boasting.. read back my post if u have mistaken any of my intention.. the boasting part was the photo in the folder stuff...so do i need to tell u all the past of guy taking number from me even b4 i was with u.. no rite.. den y tell me her incident... from girls point of view : u sound as though i dun have such incident..!!! i know wat u are trying to tell me, u dun have the intention blah blah blah

HIM:Fishy??? What are you thinking? Me and my sister going out on date?? Becoming boyfriend and girlfriend?? ?? Don’t you think this is really exaggerated?????

Me: opps .. sorry!! my intention was trying to tell u all these are ONE SIDED... nt u n her being tgt... u know why IS EXAGGERATED... HAVE U TINK WHAT U R DOING TT IS EXAGGERATED??? PUTTING UR SISTER IN A SISTER FOLDER WITH INDIVIDUAL PHOTO AND NT UR FAMILY FOLDER.... I DUN CARE IS IN THE OLD THUMBDRIVE.. TELLING OR ASKING 1 MILLION PPL WOULD U TAKE AN INDIVIDUAL PHOTO OF UR SIBLING PUTTING IN A SIBLING FOLDER... ? tell me who do it la...

HIS:Anyway, I did not purposely make a folder with that intention… As you know, all the while, my files are in a very well organized folder…
ME:SHUT THE FUCK UP... i dun see other people with individual photo in individual folder
this is fucking exaggerated.. to u is NOTHING... y cant u put her individual photo in the family folder... frankly, this is the main thing tt boils my blood... y ur sister so special? even ur gf also dun have her own folder... 3 years being with u... y i dun have my individual photo putting in the individual folder?? or sister more special.. must 1 folder.. gf cant have!!!

1) there is no need to put a individual photo of her in ya thumbdrive... why u bother ppl wanna tell people hw ur sister look like? if u say u dun go boasting ard den y bother tell people... just say i dun have the photo or probably tell them to search online la like friendster or FB... the way u talking sound not logical at all.. or u wanna tell me u dun boast ur sister in front of me onli? and go boast ard ur sister during ya work place...

2) since there is already no need to put her photo alone in the thumbdrive moreover her own folder... i never see u put mine photo in any individual folder u create la..

so what if u delete!!! the stage was u were with me and i found it out myself... like all the phone call n etc.. u r unhappy too? so what if i dun talk to them now.. did u believe? hw am i going to believe u too?

HIM:You think about how I treat her but do you think about how I treat you??? Do I cook for her??? Do I buy so many things for her??? When you fever, did I not make the ice and all that for you??? When you wanted to see doc did I not take off and bring you go??? You like to eat the things did I not bring you go eat?? Just because of one warm water and you wanna compare??? I don’t even understand… Brother and sister and Boyfriend and girlfriend are like so different

HER: dun talk abt the ice because the ice stuff was i teach u... u dun cook for her cuz she is not dose tt is hungry in the middle of night and y do she need u to cook for her cuz she alway claim oh this is so fat oh tt is so fat n etc... do i buy so many things for her.. no u didnt but u still buy expensive stuff like ipod for her for her bday..tt is totally reasonable... she cant possibly ask u to buy thing buy tt for her.. she has her own bf and her own income... she does not need u to do all these.. comparing abt the warm water... that because we are in the same scenario whereby we have the same problem! and y cant compare.. this is the best situation to compare where everything is the same...When you wanted to see doc did I not take off and bring you go??? we did accompany ur sister to go see doc.. when u rent car, we did go n find ya sister too when she is nt feeling well too? i wanna see doc .. of cuz u must bring me go la...

HIM:I look in the room cause I am a person that at least say hi to someone I know in this case, Sky… I am not that type that just walk away as though I don’t know that person… and come on, it’s a guy in that room…

ME: if my mum n dad in their room ... would u peek in and say HI? they are someone u know mahz? they are in the room den u shld say hi mahz.. SO NEXT TIME I MUST SEE U DO THAT IN MY HS ISIT... come on, my dad is a guy in tt room too... and when u come my room, u will walk past my parent room~

you do not need to consult any friend abt this situation and i do not need to consult anyone too... like wat u say ur frienz will definitely sided u..and my frienz definitely sided me...

pls reflect urself n ask urself are u doing more than what a brother should do? or do u still in ya stand thinking all dese are what brother should do... or u wanna tell me u realli dote ur sister alot? if there is realli nth , den how do u know tt everytime we talk abt her we will quarrel lehz... have u ever tink tt probably if u asked me to stop ( as u did it tt day) i would be even more angry and the quarrel would be much bigger... like i say if there is nth den y be offended by walking in front of me... no one can predict the future, and how u can predict a quarrell... is not that i feel that u are having feeling for ur sister but i shld say the things u do are letting me wondering is that a brother shld do? i have other ex boyfrienz but i have nv seen one keep talking abt their sister like u do.. doing exaggerated stuff such as the folder stuff.. and i have frienz who claimed they have handsome brother or pretty sister but they dun have their photo with them... they dun even keep one... BUT U... U R SO DIFFERENT... can u give me an example of anyone keeping their sister/brother photo in an individual files like u do and the intention was if anyone ask u abt him/her, they gt something show? if u can, i gt nothing to say...

2010-01-03T06:54:00.014+08:00

sometimes blogging is good...
it let me vent my anger n i m nt afraid to let everyone know NOW WHAT I M UNHAPPY WITH...
i been v v unhappy for this for a long time n i can do nth abt it...
YES IS ME N MY BF SISTER... and i m going to write what i unhappy with!!!!
SINCE MY DAR DUN WANNA HEAR ANYTHING I SHALL WRITE IT DOWN!!!!

3 years ago, i was ok with her sis and went shopping with her...
and i totally freak out when i introduce her to one my friends at bugis...
and my friend just merely ask us how we knoe each other? isit same sch?
HER sis replied : are u trying to say i look young... n blah her nonsense after tt...
she seriously offended me when she said tt!!!
i was offended because my friend was just obviously asking a qns.. she can just replied yes or no and i think she think too much. I M LIKE SO MUCH YOUNGER LA.... and I DO NOT WISH TO LOOK LIKE A SISTER AGE BECAUSE SHE LOOK DAMN MATURE... and i do not wish to compare myself with her and all my friend agree that..cuz she realli look mature and she is so OLD... 23 i already count old le moreover she is FAR more than 25 years going 30 soon!!!
lesson learnt: nv go out with girls older than you !!!
my bf ans : i m thinking too much!!! she is just merely passing a casual remark or just wanna continue the topic... AND I M OVER SENSITIVE... and he also say his sister look baby face *PUI*... i didnt blame him cuz he can say jasmine is cute... there is nth he cant come up with...
WHAT I TINK: HER SISTER IS THE ONE TT THINK TOO MUCH.. she just say yes or no.. also nt her friend...

OVER SENSITIVE ISSUE...
there was this thing when her best friend was making this remark saying her whole family onli the brother can be seen!!! den she GRUMBLED that her friend say until onli her brother can be seen until she cannot like tt... she then over sensitive ok!!! what i was trying to say in another SIMPLER way was... she think she is ~~pretty~~见得人 doesnt mean everyone think tt way!!! maybe to others she realli 见不得人.

BRANDED GOODS
http://miss-hearty.blogspot.com/2009/07/super-bored-and-i-cant-sleep-yet-tml.html
i last time already talk abt it...
i told him one of the examples is her SISTER...
act high class nt high class
act rich nt rich!!!
his ans in the past: i totally agree to it...
HIS ANS after i told him is his sister: different ppl gt different thinking... afterall is her own money...
this thing come abt because he say his parent think her sister is too much...
never give monthly allowance or too little i dunnoe!!! and i dun wish to know cuz is their family problem... from this u shld know what kind of char she is.. gt money spend on branded good no money give parent..
DOT DOT DOT...

my character: i hate ppl easily...

other thing tt sparks the fire which make me hate her more.. obviously: JEALOUSY... and is A MUST READ!!!
this thing actually spooks me!!! there was this time where he use the thumbdrive in my hs which he just bought and i went to see what files he have... AND GUESS WHAT...
HIS OWN SISTER FOLDER WITH HER INDIVIDUAL PHOTO INSIDE!!!! his mum n dad in the family folder.. but i remember vividly is that her sister is ON HER OWN FOLDER lor nt family!!! i was damn shocked n surprised...even my own individual photo also not in the category of SUNSHINE FOLDER... pls.. which gf feel gd abt this.. and yes i admit from tt i getting even more sensitive over him n his sister issue.. this is so IN~TERESTING....

his replies on the folder stuff: it was actually in his old thumbdrive... and he transferred it w.o knowingly... he put it on the old thumbdrive because if anyone wanna look at his sister on how she look like he gt a photo of her!! he tell me is GUY TALK... and he talk abt her sister even ~~during~~ AFTER work!!! because gary , chong all dese know abt the sister...

he alway talk abt her in the past n ~~stop~~ talk lesser when i told him i felt unhappy ... example: eating crispy squid, my sister also like it... milky stuff, my sister also like it... at ion walking.. this brand my sister is talking abt! MANY LA... hw can i remember? whu bother what her sister like or watever la... OH YA... i forget abt it just happen just now.. i tink fann wong look pretty i like girl fair n blah blah..oh tt few day my mum N SISTER was talking abt her...everything also have sister one la... and he claimed he dun talk to his sister much and do not know her well...

LIKE I SAY A GIRLS WAY OF THINKING IS DIFFERENT FROM GUY THINKING... so how u know what actually ur sister is thinking.. probably she realli compare herself with me on her age.. u just do not know abt it too!!! and he say my friend do not know her sister well and they are MY FRIEND tt why they sided me... so funny.. haha.. he also say he do not know her well but sided her sister... oh nt sided... just merely making a remark saying that her sister might nt be thinking tt way! WATEVER...

and i remember i have this problem where my blood circulation on my finger is not good and alway felt numb... and he just help me massage awhile tt all and probably a few word of concern... tt was the first time it happen.. DUNNOE WHAT WRONG with her sister, nt long after her sister have this problem, and he say he help her sister get warm water to put her finger in.. WTF... i dun even have warm water she have la.. CB!! why me n her so different ar...!!! my bf can boil warm water in my hs also wat!!!

and i went to his hs n he walk infront of me... he walk past his sister room and look inside his sister room.. i asked him why he say XI GUAN le... and he wanna know sky at his hs or nt.. NO LOGIC AT ALL... and i say why u dun look at ur mum n dad room!!! say he dun realli know his sister well but look inside her room ALWAY.. seem he say XI GUAN LE.. sky at ur hs or nt can see shoes mah..n he come or nt also not ur business

and i remember v long ago... her sister was talking abt she was walking her hs downstair n a guy driving and like wanna know her... and my bf told me v clearly tt u see my sister gt so much mei li.. and i was like thinking.. this is so common i alway get it at everton park too..geylang no need to say cuz they think i prositude... but i didnt say it out cuz i dun go ard boasting abt this.. cuz i feel guy are despo.. alway see girl walk alone alway wanna go disturb dunnoe y.. is alway like tt!!!
tt was like probably 2 year or 3 year when me n bf was just tgt!

dressing sense + office wear..
my bf told me tt he like girl wear tank top n spagetti with levis jean... and talking abt cosplay he told me his favourite was office wear.. i respected all his comment n jot all his word down to my brain.. and i told him all these sound like his sister n he say DUN ALWAY LINK ME N HER TGT... i gt nth much to say la... but well so obvious la..!!!

and we finally quarrel abt it yesterdae... and he just dun wan me talk abt his sister n link him n her tgt.. I LIKE ADDIAS JACKET U ALSO SAY I LINK WITH WJ.. WHY I CANT LINK U WITH UR SISTER WHEN THERE IS TONS TO LINK LEHZ... N WHY SO PISSED OFF WHEN I SAY ABT UR SISTER LA... U CAN JUST ENTERTAINED OR WAT LEHZ N WAT REALLI PISSED OFF IS U WALKED IN FRONT OF ME SO FAST AT ORCHARD N IS U GIVE ATTITUDE FIRST LA I WAS JUST MERELY TALKING ABT HER....

SO OFFENEDED FOR WAT... THERE IS NTH BETWEEN U N UR SISTER WHY SO OFFENDED... LINK ONLI WAT SO PISSED OFF FOR WAT...! WHY CANT LINK WITH U N UR SISTER??? i m realli pissed off abt this issue...!!!

ARE U TINKING MORE THAN WHAT I M TINKING OR ARE U JUST PURE GUILTY THAT THERE IS REALLI SOMETHING FISHY????
OR ARE U TINKING I M REALLI OVER SENSITIVE AGAIN?
PUT URSELF IN MY SHOES AND THINK THE SITUATION I M IN....

2010-01-01T04:41:00.003+08:00

2010 lioaz!!!

so sian!!! 23 year old this year... getting v sad... i do not want to accept my age is going up!!!

i m so old n yet i m still studying haven go out work!!! hai~

didnt went countdown.. usually i will alway go countdown...

anyway have dinner with my family n relative... dinner was good and come back n slp

i alway slp when i have a full stomach! is so shiok..

i m getting fatter...

few days ago met kh n yl...

woohoo!! hello kitty make up box!!!

i catch it myself even w.o dar dere.. =DDD

2009-12-31T07:05:00.002+08:00

buy a pierre cardin wallet n coin pouch for dar dar as christmas pressie...
super broke la.. no income.. sometimes go working arent bad thing as all...
kinda of sad... the intention was to buy a matching set for my dar
however, arghgh!!! forget abt it...
other time perhap.. too rush!!!

dar dar.. i swear i realli love u!!

2009-12-26T04:39:00.002+08:00

check back my last chirstmas post with my dar...
last year he work on christmas day n off at christmas eve..
n this year both his christmas n christmas eve is mine...
so happy =)
anyway been v broke .. =((
applied for my nxt sem school...
super ex.. and hoping i dun regret..
i m afraid my lecturers sux.. and i didnt take 2 tutorial..
hope it would not affect my result...
super scared la..!!!

me n dar onli went out on christmas eve this year..
play the toy machine again..
as usual spend alot of money!! =((
we realli should cut down!
super addictive la..
and my dar just wouldnt give up!!!
went high n low to find log cake and bought a mini durian one..
thinking of cake.. craving for a carrot cake... love it!!!
and ate mof for dinner...
my fav restaurant.. super nice dessert they have... and is nt v ex~
and at night we have a whipped cream party...

on christmas, we had pizza hut delivery~
but we didnt went out since we slept till 7pm and took a nap after dinner...
and slpt till 10pm!!
after lunch n dinner i need to take a nap if i m home!!
so fat... n i tink ate sakura twice this mth
love sakura.. =))) MENTAI MENTAI!!

anyway i realli enjoy my chirstmas this year as there is no quarrel between me n dar...

2009-12-12T00:29:00.001+08:00

super happy!
3 paper down and 1 more to go.. WOOHOO!!!

2009-12-05T21:48:00.005+08:00

2 more day to exam!
and i went prawning... LOL!!!!
CONCLUSION: FAILED...

but i realli do have alot of fun in prawing this time at geylang...
woohoo!
the first hour prawing = 0 prawn
was so frustrated and angry... but when everyone left, no more competitor
we get quite alot...
i tink earthworm as bait is good..
totally worth my $2...
nt much mosquito dere either..
but the onli bad thing dere is all prawn are V V SMALL...
but my dar caught a big prawn dere..
woohoo!!! biggest prawn i ever ate
and is the nicest..
i tink he now know hw to prawn due to one expert teaching us...
i guess i realli have no talent in prawning

DAMN UGLY for me... N BAD HAIR DAY
but i love my skin colour.. so fair.. haha
but in real life sux like hell!

the prawn that my bf cooked

the prawn is as big as his palm...
super love it!!!

and woohoo!!! big big strawberry..
yummy*
so into strawberry..
i will go study soon!!! LOL

2009-11-30T16:26:00.002+08:00

Exam in a week time...
i m starting to kan chiong...
1 mth study week just fly like tt..
i am totally not prepared for my exam!! shitt~

happy with the photo but just tt i look v tanned...
went for facial.. super ex! *upset* and also for haircut..
my hair is now quite short...

loving my bf as always...

2009-11-21T13:39:00.002+08:00

I M CRAVING FOR HEELS...!!!
lol.. i tink exam coming and i m so so stressed..
tend to spend lots of money when i m stressed...
i saw lots of nice shoes in taiwan spree..
I WANNA FLY DERE AGAIN... !!! probably when i start working
so tt i can buy hell lots of thing dere w.o thinking abt budget...
totally in love with taiwan stuff...
sometimes i wish i m born dere...

there are many more that i love..
but some shoes are too high for me.. haha!!!
I WAN DOSE SHOESS!!! HOPE SG GT SELL... probably shld ask my bf bring me shopping for shoes tml..
destress destress abit!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

2009-11-17T23:33:00.002+08:00

This is a study month and i bet everyone is studying like crazy...!!!
and me lazing ard keep slping and playing game...
i just dun understand myself...
the most critical month yet i cant motivate myself!!!
and because of drug allery, it caused me to see doc two times...
HAI...
i realli wish i can motivate myself to study but whenever i see notes i feel like slping...
=(((

2009-11-14T08:11:00.001+08:00

I am so freaking happy!!
collected my chio dress yesterdae...
totally love it... there are many tiny hearts all over... =D
first time having a blue dress... and tt dress is definitely the best dress i ever had =)
EXAM ARE COMING...
DAMN STRESSED!!!!

2009-10-29T03:49:00.002+08:00

BEEN FU*KING DAMN SUAY EVERY WED!!!!
ok.. is alot of week i been v suay..
i m so pissed off... i m late for school todae, forget to get hs key, and worst
i forget tt i have night classes!!! SHIIT...and now i realised tt...
and i also did not realised i have a whole set of practice qns (from lect 1 to end of lec) for me to do until my frienz told me abt it.. and todae mark the end of lecture...
DAMN SUAY!!! tt mean i have one whole book of practice qns never touch la..
and i pay extra for my night classes which is revision classes and i nv even go!
wth...

2009-10-25T01:28:00.003+08:00

no mood to study and feeling demoralised...
exam in a mth time.. haiz..
v addicted to sims3 no matter how busy i am, i will still play
unless my dar is beside me...
it been long i didnt see him, seldom so long nv c him~
i closed down my friendster so i now i do not have any networking website.
and my dar close it down too~
3 years of a r.s is realli up and down, me n dar almost break up again..
ok i admit is my fault... haha...
but anyway everything is fine now =)
been super broke tt sometimes i eat my lunch with just a bun and a drink..
wanna save up money!!! but no matter how much i save i will still spend it..
i m so so so hungry la... been eating v little lately
cuz i feel so fat! hate myself for not cherishing my weight!!!!!!
feel so stupid.. no matter how much i study, nothing get in
i didnt know acca was so TOUGH la!!!
missing my dar~!

2009-10-19T18:07:00.002+08:00

I m so happy..
me n dar got myself a mahjong set which is PINK n is HELLO KITTY~!
haha... been aiming for it for v v v long le...
but i m so glad i got it by winning the jackpot prize in marine square..
been holding a bag of many small soft toy until people tot i m selling it~
so exaggerated.. LOL~
i feel that as long as it is soft toy n it is cute.. i will love it..
the telephone is super nice too...
nxt time i have a home, everywhere of my stuff must be in soft toy type..
happy =P
and again we both spend alot of money playing other toy machine...
i wonder when is the nxt time i start touching my hellp kitty mahjong set n play =DDD

2009-10-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

i m spending money like water and i dun realli have much money left...
feel so sad...
after buying my ikea chair, and keep buying clothes non stop make me even more sad...
=(((
but i realli need more clothes.. haha...!!!
exam are near~ feel so stress...!!! super broke
life without money is so pathetic!!!

2009-10-03T12:56:00.002+08:00

Disappointed n sad~!
one of the saddest day among the 3 years of r.s~

2009-09-29T01:21:00.003+08:00

你以为我要你很完美
可是完美并不美
没人能取代你给我的一切
你在我心里是多么珍贵
是我不会好好表达自己
其实在我心中你是唯一我最爱

2009-09-25T05:32:00.001+08:00

i m addicted in slping long hrs...
exam is coming, i m going to mug soon..
must tell myself i have to study hard hard hard!!!

2009-09-08T06:55:00.000+08:00

went to haji lane todae..nothing much there..
very quiet but i realli realli love mds clothes...their clothes are updated daily on the website..
how i wish my dress faster come as the piece that i m trying on have defects...
but i love it to the core...
bought another dress at far east...
i m currently crazy over ribbon..
love ribbion to the core but of cuz heart is more la...
the ribbon belt is v v sweet... pink colour..
is not i like pink is tt it matched with my dress..
bought another ribbion top online... haven arrive... i keep online shop cuz i dun like sg fashion... =((( nothing much to buy...
dar say is cuz i go overseas.. last time i m not like tt...
AND I SAW A HEART HEELS IN FAR EAST... super nice... i wanted to buy as it is affordable but i dun wear.. is too high.. and i also wanna buy a small ribbion clip to clip my fringe..
i slp also think of it...~
wooHoo~ shopping rawks!

2009-09-05T06:16:00.000+08:00

i expected him to buy me a heart shape mousse cake on my bday but it turn out to be a MANGO cake... wooHoo!
one of the sweetest sentence came from my dar:" i rather buy a cake more expensive but nicer to eat rather than buy a cheaper cake which is prettier but not nice to eat."
he knew that strawberry wasnt realli my fav fruit...
i hope my dar can be more romantic in future... hehe =DDD

2009-09-02T03:08:00.006+08:00

bday is over.. sad.. cuz i m offically 22 years old!!!
in another few months time, i will be 23 years.. SHIIT!
anyone can teach me how 2 stop time!!!
so what if people look young? their organ is still the same age as me!!!
LOL...
my bday was simple again~!
the most ex cake i ever eat.. so ex lor..
he wake up earlier than me and he went to orchard to buy the cake..
yummy!!!!
but so ex.. and dar gave me a wallet since it is so old lioaz...
watch final destination ... GROSS!!!
i hate it lol..
i dunnoe y my dar love it and i got scared a few times!!!
but the 3d effect was good.. look real but i cant stand to wear glasses too long..
maybe ear big + false lashes...

i buy a ribbion tube dress on online.. looks gd..
i like!! gt fetish for ribbion suddenly...
dun like sailor theme, but i go everywhere i see people wearing it...
quarrel with dar as usual even on bday or before bday..
we just keep quarreling..

a few days ago went to eat with dar frienz at lao pa sar
because we r so addicted in the toy game at marina square tt we played till 2am plus..
making me so freaking hungry...
i LOVE STINGRAY!!! so YUMMY..
been eating lots of good food...
goodwood park, the japanese resturant at ION and MOF..
love MOF.. cuz i m a member..
spend LOTS OF MONEY~

SUPER SWAY... third year anniversary saw HER...
Before 1 day ON BDAY saw her again...
dunnoe y special occasion keep seeing her..
tell my bf... i dunnoe y i so fated to see people i dun like...
and he replied that because u gt alot of people u dun like..
but think abt it.. most of the people i dun like is on HIS SIDE..
not my side...
if there is nth wrong with them i will dun like them mehz?
I RATHER BE THE PERSON I DUN LIKE THEM FIRST ALSO DUN WAN BE THE PERSON TT THEY DUN LIKE ME...
THAT ME!!!
i easily hate people... that the fact...
FRANKLY lor.. i dunnoe what wrong with me? but i realli cant find a gd reason to dont like her lor..
i must have tolerated alot tt why i hate her so much!!!
her character sux big time just like mine!!! haha!!!
before the paper tt dipped in water due to my air con i already dun like her...
this incident just give me a chance to offically DUN TALK TO HER anymore...
anyway so SWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway my mood wun be affected by all these people either...
cuz they are just person not worth angry/unhappy about...~

anyway still v happy on my bday...
still received quite alot of happy bday msg~ =)))
and me lehz... so bad... never bother go n msg people happy bday except close ones...
and i enjoy my simple third anniversary cuz the charcoal grilles restaurant tastes good.. =)
but is too ex.. LOL~!

my first time dying my own hair...
and i can simply say i m v satisfied using the new product of the Foam Dying...
super good.. colour turn out nice...
but long hair need two bottle.. i onli buy one.. LOL...
at least my roots are more nearer to my hair colour...
sad... lots of people prefer my last time colour..
but i prefer light colour.. =((

my favourite cake =)))

2009-08-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

i was watching this taiwan drama "It started with a kiss".
It was actually the drama i watched v v v v long ago.
A japanese drama name Itazura Na Kiss...
MY FAVOURITE DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i still prefer japanese drama, their acting skills is good~!
i m so happy!!!!

anyway i have to stop play sims 3.
If this go on, my result sure no gd...
I have to study study study..
how ar? my 21 years old going to gone like tt..
21 years old v impt lehz.. nxt time i 25 years old i will miss my 21 years old life...
how ar how ar? how to stop time?

2009-08-24T04:12:00.001+08:00

My favourite PIC...

HAPPY HAPPY...!!!
my bday is in a week time... i m so so excited n yet sad..
i m older by 1 year old le... my 21 years old of life just gone like tt...
super sad... i hate 22!!!! super lao...
i m fatter n fatter each day now i know the feelings of being FAT FAT FAT...

for my studies, i m seriously considering to switch location nxt sem due to too many china PEOPLE... haha...
and i m so pathetic la.. i onli managed to make frienz with 2 girls dere but we r v close to each other.. alway sitting n chopping seat for each other.. haha...
but still counted little frienz.. SAD!!!
life study in business is very different..everyone wear nice to sch except me haha..

and yeah my china phone is giving me many problems and the people who selling it to give me lots of problem.. super unhappy abt it la.. !!! and my bf keep nag n nag n nag at me saying " TELL YOU DUN BUY CHINA PHONES U STILL BUY"... haiz... but realli chio mahz..

Love the charcoal grilled japanese restaurant..
the meat is so so so JUICY n FRESH.. and the bill is so so so JUICY too haha...
once in a lifetime experience can lioaz...

oh no.. F1 is coming... i m so scared...
cuz my bf will be dere for his job!!!
so many chio bu and me so pathetically have to wait for him while he enjoy all the pretty girl..
thinking abt it makes me so so jealous...

Should i buy a new top/dress for my this coming bday.. i seriously need clothes...
i m seriously obessed with LIME GREEN...~! love it to the core...

2009-08-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

This month should be a happy month because 10 more days marked me n my dar anniversary plus less than a month my bday will be coming...
but it also means i m older by 1 year old... sad sad sad...
went to suntec yesterdae and eat a jap restaurant M.O.F...
the dessert is yummy =)))
i wanna go prawning eat jap food at vivo and find myself a heart wallet which seem v impossible..

i love my dear boi to the core!!!

2009-07-28T04:28:00.003+08:00

super bored and i cant sleep yet tml have class~!
been v lazy and didnt study much this week...
on sat n sun stayed over my bf hs...
HIS ROOM have so much DIRT! lol...

i wanna say smth abt 2 matter which pisses me off..
this is my personal thinking la...
i got tell my bf abt it he also feel the same way...
my mum side on the family tree are super rich...
but they never never buy branded bags but they spend expensive stuff on daily needs like
eat good food, buy more condo when they have bungalow already, buy car and travelling...
watever la but wun spend on branded wallet,branded bag,branded accessiories...
and i have friends in sch such as nus/poly which are rich and yet unbelieveable...
is like they wear normal t-shirt normal jean to sch. no branded bag like LV, chanel or gucci.
and damn it, they stay terrace, stay condo!!! but they dun look rich and nv tell ppl that they are rich!
and even my teacher say he had client that are super slack in clothing but then they are muti millionaries which are v unbelieveable.
i feel that there are more n more ppl buying branded stuff BUT BUT they stay in house like 3 room flat or 4 room flat.
wth.. for some ppl...the poorer u are the more u wanna buy branded stuff that what i feel...
some people have this concept of ACT RICH!!!
wat the point! i mean some ppl are rich they can afford.. but i see people that are not rich but still buy BRANDED STUFF~
and super stingy in other thing~ my point of view: ACT RICH...
but i know not all people are like tt, some people just purely love branded goods design...
saw this china girl in my school, head to toe all branded stuff but dunnoe isit dose type save up money and then buy branded stuff but bank account left 3 digit onli...
different people have different point of view... i just feel that if u are rich they wun realli go off telling ppl that they are rich. the more u buy branded stuff and yet u are not rich super piss me off.. is just grabbing attention from passer by.
UR appearance may look rich but deep down the heart u are actually not rich!!! and branded stuff dun last, they just expensive because of their name not their quality... if not hw can people keep going back to their shop and buy when their quality can last forever.

another thing pissed off...
have u girls encountered going out with aunties or older girls for shopping or eating?
well.. sometimes i feel that a person who get older have this problem?
and i HATE IT! i tink they wanna go out with younger person is cuz they wanna LOOK YOUNG...
well.. even i m 22 year old.. i admit i feel old..
but i dun like people who are going 30 or already in 30 yet still think they LOOK young when obviously they are not...
LOL... and i hate people who ask me to guess their age? u tink i will realli say the real feeling on how u look like meh?
maybe u look like 60 to me u tink i dare to say u look like 60 meh?
ccb...knn!!!
hate to be a fake person saying all dese... these problem alway lies with auntie or uncle...
and going out with older people rite tend to make me feel even older...
such as when i intro my frienz to u and my frienz might say how u all know each other? same sch?
i feel that this is just opening a topic and is a common topic for people who just met...
and older woman would say oh u are saying i look young??? HALO~!!!!!!!!! there are alot of possiblities in saying tt...
why must u tink is complimenting u r young? cant it be a casual qns and just being sociable from another party?
why cant the person saying u that u look so char lao and still studying? right?
is alway nice to ask people you are still studying than asking are u working now? is a polite qns i should say?
even people like 30 or 40 might still studying lor!!!
and onli people who are in older age will have these feeling?
if u are 16 years old, would u feel that people are praising u that u look young..
NO RIGHT??? cuz u are young already mahz...
like people whu are old will make themselves happy by thinking people are telling them tt they are young...
SCENARIO
A: HI, long time no see!
B: Ya, this is my friend. we come down for shopping and drop by at ur shop to say HI.
C: Hi!
A: oh, how do both of u know each other? From same school?
C: Are you saying that i look young? *giggles*
B: Feel like killing C!!!

from my point of view.. i dun feel any conversation here mention tt u looked young or feel that my friend are saying u young lor..
if the thing was changed to like tt...

A: HI, long time no see!
B: Ya, this is my friend. we come down for shopping and drop by at ur shop to say HI.
C: Hi!
A: oh, how do both of u know each other? From same school?
C: No. We know each other by blah blah blah...
A: oh ok... i feel that you look young...

well.. this is wat i called a person praising u looking young and not jumping to conclusion when they have no intention...
LAO NU REN!!! realli cant stand them!!!
i faster say them now if not 2 years down the road i dun have the rights to say all these anymore... hahaha~!
this is a real life scenario. i still have others la.. but this is my most unforgettable one...
CUZ OBVIOUSLY she dun look younger than me!!!!!!!! i swear!!!!
i feel that i realli can go study Sociology...

long post... !!!

2009-07-03T08:44:00.003+08:00

i m v happy..
i buy my phone a few days ago..
i was super unlucky. i get a spoiled phone on the 1st day
and was super angry abt it..
but when i exchanged another new pieces..
currently still v gd.. but already drop once
heart pain..
my hp is super chio and super childish..
hahaha...
but me n my dar now no more couple phone..
if i nt wrong , my couple phone use 1 year le..
i also love my dar dar couple phone and feel guilty for not using tt phone...
but i believe china phone dun last so spoiled le i used back my dar phone..
there is this bad thing abt my phone.. dun have key pad..
so i can dial to mac but cant press 1 for new order..
super mafan...
and i wake up so early now i dunnoe wanna do wat =((~
school starting... i m sad..
i hate the feeling of being in school for first day and feeling so lost..
and i m so afraid i will not have friends because the lessons is all organised by urself..
which mean u choose ur own day ur own time and which teacher u wan...
is not like nus or tp everything fixed nice nice... u gt ur own classmates..
haiz....
i m so funny i m so likeable by auntie...
and i dunnoe why..
auntie like to talk to me.. LOL
play arcade for sweet sweet also
buy food also..
auntie give me super big portion... cuz i add $1 beef..
and ended up beef and noodle filled the whole bowl...
and 1st time eating so big noodle for $5 and auntie say me and dar look hungry
LOL... funny rite!!!
and she come to my table and tok to me while my dear boi go buy food...
my dar said.. u looked so attitude but i dunnoe y so many auntie like u...
hahahahaha!!!!

i will alway love my boy~!

2009-06-26T00:15:00.003+08:00

i m happy to receive a call that my light pink barbie phone had arrived...
three days ago i saw this phone and i m super in love it with cuz is so chio that it doesnt look like a phone..
btw i watched transformer 2 tt day.. nice movie..
so the nxt day i went to buy it even though is an imation phone la..
actually i m quite sad and worry at same time...
cuz the phone was a china phone and i have 6mths warranty..
so when it is spoilt..wat shld i realli do? and u know la.. hw i know china phone durable or nt..
but is damn nice that i couldnt resist it anymore..
but then the sales girl let me see the product and i saw the sticker coming off abit so i didnt buy it.. and i have to wait until the pink barbie phone arrived...
i realli dunnoe shld i buy or nt.. but the mirror is so nice..
i mean a hp that have mirror AND HEART shaped button...
tell me hw can i resist it la!!!

anyway i m sorri for the quarrel..

i still truely love u...

2009-06-21T23:20:00.005+08:00

me and dar is crazy over this game whereby u scoop the sweets and hit the checker..

SUPER SHIOK LA..

but within 3 hrs we spend $200 plus i tink..

so ex game!!!!

but i realli love it and is v addictive compared to the toy machine..

now i know y ppl wanna play sweet machine...

last time i cant understand but is so fun la!!!

and you can get to know ppl...

i mean the arcade people in P.S and suntec is so friendly... =D

they are so nice.. played until know each other...

then my dar alway make fun of the auntie in suntec.. lol

they both damn funny...

i have many soft toys now...

the mini grip a prize is so fun la.. =D...

now i can catch small soft toy using tt...

2009-06-10T04:07:00.002+08:00

since 23rd of may... hk been raining badly.. i mean real badly
it is like raining for 3 or 4 days continously making me n dar so slply..
haha..the most funny thing is that i will slp at 9pm or 10pm in the hotel..
super early la... unlike singapore.. 4am still haven slp yet... =D
anyway i just recalled, we went to wan chai on the forth day and eat dim sum..
the dim sum is super cheap la...
one dim sum is like less than 2 dollar...
i mean like siew mai.. inside gt 4.. then less than singapore 2 dollars la
singapore where to find such a gd price.. and most important
i go there keep drink hot tea.. very xiang~
anyway dim sum was real good... i enjoy it =D
and we went wan chai nearby street market...
dar bought 1 set of action figure..
so it rained so heavily and we went back to our hotel and slp..
hahaha... so funny rite.. i mean u go on holidays but yet slping afternn nap...
shldnt it be using the time to slp to visit more place...
indeed it was quite saddening... though we take 7 days trip..
but there are places i wanna go but didnt go...
and if i m not wrong i tink we go prince edward shopping centre
and fa yuen street... it was like so cheap la...
less than $5 dollar for a top but material sux...
and we went mongkok... dar was unlucky.. the action figure shop was closed... and i went shopping..
there are many ppl there and the fashion was what i wanted..
super many nice shorts =D
and all of it less than 20 dollar and i buy alot...
anyway things there are so cheap...
and we go avenue of star at night..
super love it... is such an unforgettable night..
why hong kong had such nice scenery...

the nxt day i went back to mongkok again to have my sizes change..
i m fat.. =(((
and i still keep buying..
is like u give me 1 whole week continously shopped there i will still buy alot hahahaha...
oh there was 3 same dessert shop in mong kok area..
i love it so much..nicest dessert i ever ate...
and buy 1 lovely bag =D

if i not wrong i go temple street at the second day of our hk trip..
i realli cant recalled..dar also...
but i buy another lovely bag from there too....

so now is the sixth day, we went ocean park..
happy like siao ok...
but RAINING.. lucky we managed to have some rides before going to other places..
the panda is so cute... and sea lion and seals and blah blah blah...
it was a bit sad to say i didnt manage to visit whole of the ocean park as my dar dar is rushing to buy his action figure.... lucky the shop was opened..if not it will be a realli wasted trip...
anyway the rides in there are thrilling..
i m so scared and when i closed my eye i keep feeling my heart dropping out..
haha..
dar was scared too... LoL
the cable car rides was fun... and long.. i m so in loved with hong kong scenery la...
and i tink we go back to the mongkok shopping area agn to find his action figures and buy my mask... LOL.. and changed my sizes again...

i cant realli remeber la.. but i know i keep going back to the shopping center... but there was one white skirt i fell in love with it but my fat thighs arent helping me.. =((
anyway the last day we had last minute shopping and went to help dar friend to collect money...
and buy last minute stuff for his friends...

okie.. i m going to continue to watch my japan drama..
is damn nice la..so addicted to it...
mayb that the reason why i cant slp..

I WANNA EAT CREAM PUFFFFFFFF~~~~~
my dear boi will be my ideal boyfriend.. haha!!!

2009-06-02T02:07:00.005+08:00

woohoo .. i am back from hk on the 26th...
First day was horrible...
we reach hk abt afternn timing...
and we went to mongkok after checking in the hotel..
hotel is four star but quite stupid la.. 3 star gt bath tub during our trip in tw..
4 star dun have.. service was good there..
we heard alot of ppl that hk people are unfriendly and etc...
but the one in hk hotel was gd...and gt shuttle bus...
however the 1st day and 2nd we were unfamilaried with the shuttle bus pick up point therefore at night we walked back to hotel..
that was disasterous la...
we took the long way back as we are so new..
we went to ladies street the 1st day...
horrible!! the people there are so fierce..dar has a bad encounter ... haha
super scared of asking price la...
buy about 12 masks... at mongkok.. cheap and gd..
but i gt cheated..after buying i go another shop and i saw the same mask selling cheaper..
grrr... i m not gd at shopping..!!!
and went to find my dar action figures..
den we went festival walk and new town plaza..
the shopping center so high class..therefore i didnt buy anything
and me n him had a quarrel again at overseas...grrr
i totally hate it...!!! but in e end we are ok at night...
and we went to eat tea house for lunch on 1st day..
dar asked gt anything to recommend...
the waitress say this one that one this one that one...
omg..like machiam anyhow point like tt.. LOL
the food was HORRIBLE.... and i was quite pissed off during my 1st day in hk..

2nd day... woohoo disneyland... i cant wait for it la...
since young i wanna go there so much and finally...
but 22 year old go disneyland super childish ... hahaha
we didnt go for all rides as we leave abt 5 pm.. i had sore eye that day...
because my eye make up last me from 4am - midnight the previous day..
so i wake up having sore eye.. i wanna see their firework so much..but the sun is realli too hot 4 me... and i get sunburnt in my nose nxt day... perhaps not enuff foundation and power on my nose.. hahaha
anyway the rides dere are not exciting at all la... is more for kids..
and we take lots of photo with the disneyland character and watch the parade..
quite fun.. =D
and the disneyland mrt is v v chio.. =DDD
buy a few chio thing in disneyland.. =D
and we go causeway bay find action figures...
actually i was quite sad...cuz we go causeway bay once and is at night.. we didnt manage to go find the night market... and heard many people they are alot of thing to find dere...
but the people there are so crowded..
we ate japanese restaurant that day..
SALMON SUSHI LESS THAN 20CENT each... and it taste not bad...
where can u get such a good deal in singapore? hahaha

third day.. TSIUM SHA SHUI...
we went gravXXXX road... i dunnoe how 2 spell la..
but tops and shorts there..it was cheap so i faster buy..as third day lioaz
i haven buy any top and shirt except from disneyland...
i tot the deal was gd as it is cheap but.. ... ...
the thing is dere is free size and quality of their top sux!! i cant wear free size... grr... i need small size for top..
eat my fav bolo bun..their teahouse is cheap and gd..and big portion..
there isnt any food court there...
at night we go to the peak..
it was my dar bday... =)
the scenery is very nice... i m so in love with it la..
and we went wax musem.. haha...
i dun realli enjoy it..as there wasnt much wax figures around that i m hoping to see...
and we went high class seafood restaurant... THE JUMBO..
have to take a small boat to the big ship and eat their food..
it burn my pocket money hahaha... it was my dar bday anyway...
i was wearing shorts there and it was v simple..
therefore the people there had weird impression on us..
i mean whu will wear short in high class restaurant la..
i heck care la.. i mean i can afford it even when i m wearing short.. =)

i m v lazy to upload pics... so no pics... haha..
shall continued when i m free agn.. i m tired...

i m going to a new school soon.. =)
hopefully my dream come true and this time i will work harder becuz i wanted to study business so much..!!! woohoo.. i shall not waste any more of my youth..i have wasted too much..
grrr.. lucky my parent arent poor...
i dun wish to work and study at same time as acca are very tough~
why did i choose acca than sim?
i m lazy to travel and school is starting soon.. so i wun waste another half year waiting for sim...

but the acca abit stupid la..
i have to work 3 years as a accountancy after my course then i will achieved my degree...
but i do not wish to tink so far..
study for 1st sem and see how...

i realli wish to get a degree...!!

2009-05-15T16:16:00.003+08:00

i m so tired...
everywhere of my body is aching after i wake up for 17 hours of sleep...
todae were supposed to meet him to look for his collectives action figures
but he is so tired too and till now he still haven wake up hahaha..
me n dar is so addictive of the toy machine..
everytime we passed by, we definiety play and he will burn his pockets money..
is really a very expensive n addictive game..
yesterdae i get a pair of mickey mouse n mickey minnie of wedding dress.
so chio and one pink colour clothing of a hello kitty..
all were my favourite..
that so sweet of my dear boy..
in 2 months time, i have like 11 soft toys being catched and all are super chio ok..
gt time we will take fotos of it..
we must stop played cuz we actually played more than 300 hundreds on all these soft toy..
=DD
i love him no matter wat happened...
days to go:5

2009-05-14T06:11:00.002+08:00

grrrr... 6 days more to go..
i m getting super impatient la..
why exam date come so fast and holiday dates come so slow...
grrr~!
i wanna faster go HK =D
i realli totally cant wait..
but lots of thing i haven do.. like changing money hahaha...
i wanna go dere n eat lots of food and make sure i come back with a fat tummy...
hahaha... i tink there arent any thing to shop 4 me onli for dar ba..
my family is rushing me to faster find job..
i hate to work...
=((((
working sux~!

2009-05-06T01:52:00.005+08:00

I am on holiday now.. woohoo~
dun feel like finding a job..
feeling so weak.. i had a bad fall..
i cry.. i m so WEAK.. lol..
i was feeling unwell and den i just fainted and fell on the gnd..
It was very shocking for me hahaha..
lucky jocy accompany me if nt i dunno how.. LOL
anyway my leg is disfigured.. i am damn sad..
i feel so handicapped now.. walk also v pain~
and i dunnoe how 2 bath as my 2 knees are injured...

yesterdae went out with kaihui..
frienz for 12 years =)
hope it will be another 24 years 48 years n etc..haha
she is a very steady frienz..
go orchard den go bugis lol..
i love kh ice cream phone..
gt heart heart =)

and den meet out with jocy n shi hui todae..
same thing..orchard n bugis.. hahaha
lots of catch up la..
i had nt meet them like 1 years..
and we do lots of gossiping hehe...
but feel so embrassed when i falled down..
i mean i m so old lioaz still fall down..wahhahahaah
but no choice.. nt feeling well den fainted cant walk straight..
IT HURTS.. *cry*

quarrel with dar..
keep quarreling..
as usual all the same thing again...
well.. i realli got nothing to say
if u realli think i hate u den be it..
i dun wan to keep continously saying the same thing again...
probably is so suay of u to meet such a ugly girl as ur gf la..
count ur luck down...
i m so sarcastic so as ur frienz does...
GIVE ME GOOD REASON Y I SHLD NT HATE UR FRIENZ WHEN THEY DESERVED IT SO MUCH!!!
i know i hate all the people ard u..but have u ever think is i unreasonable or is ur FUCKING FRIEND deserve it la..

me: I m nt feeling well, den i had a stomach pain den i fainted and it came so suddenly...

he: my sister also same as you~

me: that her problem la...

he: why so attitude?

den the quarrelment all started..
PLS LOR shldnt it be more a concern like are u still feeling ok or anything..more concerned word i mean rather that oh my sister same as u..
whu the fu*k care abt ur sister... i m like so pain lioaz la.! and is onli a remark lor..nt a attiude..

i feel that if i tell alot of ppl abt this ..they sure agree lor..
fell down so depressed lioaz..~
den all the rubbish quarrel come lioaz...
and her sister nv checked properly the stuff...
and give wrong info to us..
make us so worry abt the hong kong stuff??
haiz... WATEVER I SHOULD SAY...
in short, everybody ard us is asking us not to go HONG KONG...

FUCK LA!!!!

2009-05-04T00:05:00.001+08:00

SWINE FLU SWINE FLU
i hate it...
i m going to hk this mth and this type of thing happen!
and worst the hotel we booked are on quarantine. CCB CCB!!!
dun tell me i have to cancel..grrr!

2009-04-28T00:20:00.001+08:00

=D
one paper left.. and i will be a stress free girl~

You know i still LOVE you baby,
And it will never change

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to push me away?
you know that I hate it,
you ignore what im saying
Why are you trying to send me to other?
You push me away like a little
each day why?

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

All the pushing won't change my feelings
I am happy to have you,
more than willing to please you
i'm begging you please
don't walk away from me
Coz' i can't be happy away
from your side

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody, body
I don't want nobody, body
Life is unperfect without seeing you
I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Rap:
BacK to the days when we were
so young and wild and free
Everything we had back then
was like a dream
If only i could turn back time
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
why do you push me away?
I don't want nobody, nobody,
nobody. nobody but you

2009-04-07T20:13:00.002+08:00

i am having a mixed feeling right now...
i told my parent on monday, i give up and do not wish to take the incoming exam..
it was a very sudden decision which i do not know why i have made up such decision..
i m scared of the exam taking..whereby i panicked in exam which i damn stressed abt it and came home to cry last sem...
and this sem..my exam are coming... and i fear of it..
all modules are tough during exam..
in mid term test i did a so so result with the help of frienz..
well.. there are piles of thing i have to study.. and it realli make me v stressed whenever i saw dose stuff i have to study...
i m scared n stressed...
i know i should suffer for another 2 weeks and if exam failed..at least i know i tried..
but but but...
i do not want to continue my nxt sem so i wished to enjoy the days that i m left with because i m v v sure i wun continue.
my dad was v v angry over my decision and keep nagging over it.. becuz his money is flying away and having a dip won't let me go far anyway..
but i realli dun like being a engineer.. and i m nt interested in studying the modules given...i feel so tough and stressed... i used to love study in poly because i get gd result but the first sem result in nus demoralised me alot..

shld i go back sch or stay at home?
haiz...!!!

and i dun wanna work... =((((
i feeling so stressed.. life sux!!!

watched 2 movie with dar on sat.. and played many hrs on arcade..
surprising is the toy machine.. he is a pro now.. he gt me toys and he spent alot of money... =)
den nxt day we went koshinbo.. so ex =( .. but i liked the food
and we go arcade agn...
he damn pro la..
4 toys in less than 2 hrs..~ using little money woohoo!!!
one of it suprising use $2 and get it..
lucky or pro?
hahaaha..
feeling so lucky ger at tt moment..
i alway nagged at dar and say hw lucky the couples are when they have many soft toys using the toy machine...
now i dun have.. i feel so lucky now..

tt the happy stuff but i m still sad over the exam..
i realli dun wanna go sch and i know i will regret it...
i dun wan to face the stress lvl.. i dun like to b stressed..
i cant take stress ba..~

2009-04-02T05:01:00.002+08:00

exam are coming...
i have not started studing.
cfm failed..
but no matter failed or passed
i wun be studing in nus anymore..
=(((((((

i m going in HK for 7 days..
woohoo..
dar have bought the ticket..
it will be on late may...
cant wait... =))
last year,,after go taiwan,
i told dar dar i wanna go another country cuz so much fun..
and this year go HK..
we been tgt almost 3 years..
and we go malayia,taiwan and HK...
dar realli love me n dote me so much..he fully sponored the ticket and hotel
cuz he wanna go 6days 5 nite but i wann go 7 days 6 nite..
probably i will pay him 1 additional day money
the hotel in HK is damn ex la.. =(((
hope 2 find gd location..still have nt found it yet...

i wanna spend more time with my dear boi~

2009-03-19T03:26:00.004+08:00

SOMEONE PLS KILL MY ROOMMATE!!!!!!!!!!
arghghg I CANT STAND HER ANYMORE!!!!!
i already seldom come hostel n stayed.. yet she is mentally torturing me
SAVE ME!!! F**K
i m super pissed off rite now..
it seem like i m paying the same hostel fee with her
but i cant eat,cant watch tv,cant listen music, cant talk on the phone,cant clear my rubbish bin,cant LET ME BLOW MY FAN ,say v cold (i m not blowing her anyway n hostel fan she also nv on)
she just want NO NOISE or anything in her room
she say v nice pls lower ur volume..
i lower lioaz oh can pls lower ur volume..
i talk v soft lioaz.. CCB....
u know there are one country tt i hate so much
n first day i know i have to live with tt country ppl, i hate it..
THEY ARE SO LOW CLASS,,,, AND UNHYGENIC!!
she put her dirty clothes on my bed n chair... nv locked my room so many time..
i nv complain... i just keep quiet..
BUT SHE LIKE BOSS LIKE TT..MAKE ME REALLY BLOOD BOILS SIA....
complain this n tt...! fuc*er...
i just dun wan blow things up doesnt mean she can non stop complaining abt me k! FUCKER!!!!

2009-03-01T00:17:00.002+08:00

as usual, i am going to fail my today mid term test which weight abt 35%. I swear i did study for the modules, and i am very sure that i have memorised all formula and understand all the question that i do.. However, i still did badly. Real badly i should say which make me totally give up, i still have 2 more modules of test to go... super no mood to go study and plus i tot this modules was the best among the 3....hopefully i can passs it... i cant even pass a module that i feel that is manageable how am i going to pass something which i cant understand....

I WANNA GIVE UP... ARGHGHGHGGHGGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i already drop modules to try to catch up.... i cant even catch up despite dropping two modules..
last sem i have 5 subject, my mid term test was managable and onli physics i failed. BUT .. but but but this sem i get so little subject AND i cant even score well and improve my grades..
i have tried already...

why my uni life is so unenjoyable... making me feel so depressed n stressed each day
i also wanna get a degree badly, i know i cant do well already it depressed me even more
wanna change sch, noone supported my idea...

who can understand how sad n depressed i am in this state now...........
=((((

2009-02-14T21:20:00.003+08:00

hi ,
bf have accompany me on thur nite,fri and sat afternn..
time flies...
as usual bf works on v day *frown*
and is another unromantic early vday celebration again~
but tt doesnt mean is a bad thing..
we watched movie online..
so far the movies i watched are all nice...
we have been recently waking up quite late like 4 pm or 5pm...
becuz of him..i didnt went school.. *opps*
i m willing to gif up my studies to spend more time with him
yesterdae...me n bf go orchard to have our dinner..
and den buy my vday pressie..and saw sky...
my vday pressie was estee lauder liq foundation n maybelline eyeliner.
actually was supposed to be estee lauder liq foundation and estee lauder powder.
but the powder are out of stock n left onli at vivo...=((((
for me..i tink this is one of his badest v day..
cuz after repairing my laptop which i spend quite alot on it...
and i didnt buy him anything...
so i decorate my room with many hearts hearts hanging...
and the walls are posted i love him n so so so...
sorry dear boi, will make it up when i started working
and pls do more romantic thing for me like surprising with me little stuff...

anyway no matter wat happened i still LOVE u hell lots..
n yeah todae we ordered our heart shaped pizza... COOL...
i so love heart shape stuff..hehe
oh .. we take neo print...
i tink i make a wrong choice by taking white tone..
so it came out realli white...
but den is alway fun to take neo print with him...

as long as we are nt quarrelling, that will be a happy day

2009-02-10T02:32:00.002+08:00

MID TERM EXAM ARE COMING SOON!!!
grrr.~ i have not realli study or understand any modules right now..
now i know degree is so hard to get..
applying for dropping another modules.. hahaha..
i seriously dun intend to study nxt semester. =D
For next semester requirement i need abt 0.1 gpa to stay...
It look easy but i feel so stressed.
grrr... wat shld i do after my uni life this sem?
go find job~ wat can i do? hahaaa
watched underground movie
i dun understand it hahaa

i seriously think that movie suck big time in the past.
however i enjoyed watching every movie with my current bf..
whenever i dunnoe anything i asked him, most of the time he know..
so i dun feel bored...
and i enjoy the every moment of being with him in the cinema..
sitting rite beside me... just like the genting trip...
i slpt at his shoulder for hour.... =DDD

i feel close being with you...
i love u...

2009-02-01T02:42:00.002+08:00

I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart

such a meaningful song.. =P
the every lyrics in the song are so nicey.
it make me do reflect on myself.
looking at my previous long ago blog entries, my dar reali makes me v happy at times
the happiness that he gave me at that moment is not replaceable by other ppl
but when quarrel starts...
i seem to forget the happiness he gave me...
HOW CAN THIS BE HAPPEN rite?
no wonder my dar dar alway say I WANG EN FU YI..
hahaha...

no matter whether we are quarreling or nt..
or how mean my words could hurt you
but i will alway know my love to you will alway be dere deeply.

PS: You and I will never be apart, my dreams came true because of you

2009-01-30T01:11:00.002+08:00

feeling very emo...
haiz.. i really feel dat i have give out my studies...
a few more mths , it be a year in nus ...
and i feel dat i cant excel cant do well..
i just cant understand a single word that teacher are teaching.
i cant bother to understand it...
cuz i know this sem is definitely a waste of my time...
but if i quit nus?
wat am i going to do in future?
go to another uni and try? waste of my nus fee of 1 year
and is nt cheap..
but y am i studing a courses that i dun like? and i only can go courses tt i dun like
the more i study the more i wanna cry..especially when i m alone?
i m nt happy nt happy at all...
especially after doin my exam paper for my previous sem and getting my result...
i m nt sure if i m leading a stressful life...
or have my condition worsened to become depression...
i dun understand y m i writing this blog and my tears non stop dropping?
am i really nt happy?

watched 2 movie during new year...
all well end well and the wedding matter...
didnt go visiting as my dad went to malaysia..
quarreled with bf on 1st day of new year haiz...
nth in my life really goes smoothly

super duper emo~

2009-01-12T01:44:00.003+08:00

watch ip man midnite movie on sat...
it was a great n meaningful show tt dar dar rch home keep watching the youtube...
he dun mind watching agn ..LOL
best movie so far i see..
tml sch start again..
stressed up life is coming ... arghhgh
sometime u realli love dose ppl tt u study with..
is quite peaceful and less political ..
while working is a chaos place..
lots of politics...
and me is a person who dun like u.. i will straight throw my temper
whether whu u r... or dun care if like eveyday have to meet...
den there was this irrating ppl in his workplace...
take urgent leave because of wanting to find her GF..
i wonder how his work place approved her leave..
and almost make my dar dar go back..
is like u r with ur boyfrienz outside and i have to go hostel soon..
which mean lesser time to see him and she still have to make my dar dar go back work..
YES IS A SHE!!!..
do u understand this word by SHE IS LOOKING FOR HER GF.... *have to emphasis on this*
LOL... sometime i tink girl is power..
they dun make fake faces...
they straight throw temper even if they are working tgt n have to see her everyday..
nt like my dear boi... i understand his situation..
she is a senior somemore dunnoe hw to think wat is work n personal life...
probably her brain grow at her asssss!!!!!! oh no .. maybe no brain...
i tot she is a nice person and his workforce onli a few ppl i find ok.. the rest all rubbish..!
but nv expect she also another irrating person..
quarrel on dar becuz of tt irrating ger..
i dun understand y i cant get along with ppl tt is lesbian..
well i tink i shld nt go further on..
onli hate 2 ppl tt is lesbian so far...
no offend to others..
nxt time see her cfm BLACK FACE with her if can i CFM say her indirectly...
whu scared whu! DUN LIKE MEAN DUN LIKE no need to act in front of all dese FAKE PPL..
becuz of her ppl have to call back for leave..
lucky dar found someone to cover...
tt person so pityful lor.. on course lioaz still have to go back work...
Y THIS WORLD GT SO BRAINLESS N FUK UP PPL...
THROW OUR GIRL FACE!! *pui*

i dun wanna go back sch.. hur hur hur...
i wanna a mp3 badly!!!

2009-01-04T01:32:00.004+08:00

kinda happy =)
31 dec 2008 , me n dar went newton circus to eat..
i long wanted to go dere =P
we been tgt for 2 years + and know each other for super many year hahah
mayb 6 years? and yet 1st time countdown..
until now he still haven celebrate with me valentime day
cuz of his work..

bad temper, stress, lack of iodine..
super sianz.. have to wait for feb to go speaclist..
now suffering eating chinese med.. it taste bitter su*ck..

sch starting soonn.. ROARRRR!!!!!!!!!
if possible i also dun wish to go sch..
i wanna slack at home and enjoy my sims to the fullest.. hehe
dar gt me a sims apartment as a new year gift..

may laptop lcd CRACK... GRRR!
and i m so freaking weak la..
abit here n dere LAO SAI!! gt 1 time pain until lao sai at outside super disgusting la..
i dun like to shiit outside...

hate sch hate sch hate sch!

2009 i wanna this be a gd year.. hehe
watch bedtime stories.. super funny la

2008-12-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

i m bloggging =P...
i wanna save all my impt dates in my life...
todae is christmas eve.. tml is christmas...
i randomly ask him " last christmas how we celebrate?"
he reply "cant rem"
lucky i still have my last year post so i went to have a look....
last year..christmas he was working..
this year christmas eve he work but christmas off...
LOL...
a new year is coming..

result out... kinda of...hmmm...
i tot i might fail all my subject n when i do my exam,
i went home n break down..
but it was still bad but still nt as bad as i expect...
seriously i wanna drop my schooling ...
but my dad n mum would nt let me drop...
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...
i cant work i cant study..
seem so useless... !!!!!

is christmas eve.. i didnt went out..!
unlike does youth day went out countdown..
christmas countdown new year also countdown
now old lioaz.. HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2008-12-21T04:41:00.003+08:00

i m v excited.. i m going to cruise with my dar dar for onli one day
better than nth .. hehe ..
dar dar off work can go buy ticket le..hope he faster faster end=P
hope everyting goes well later... i wanna enjoy myself on cruise..

RESULT IS COMING OUT SOON....
GRRRRRRRRRRGRRRRRRRR!
so fast holiday ending soon haiz

2008-12-08T02:41:00.004+08:00

i hate my life even when there is nth happen to me..
having good life.. eat good food! but den
death have alway crossed my mind..
wat i mean is i wan to die earlier as soon as possible..!
i mean the earth dun need me i m just wasting the resources..
and there is nth tt makes me feel tt i shld lived..

yeah tt my life...!
since v young i wanna die early...
until now still no changes..

i dun excel in my studies,
i dun wana work, i m extremely lazy and i dun wan 2 see bosses face
cuz i alway feel tt i m alway rite...

wat else can i do..
i cant take care of my parent cuz i cant even take care of myself

2008-12-05T02:04:00.003+08:00

hi, i m finally blogging
i have lots of jill stuart cosmetic now.. =)
exams over, i been whacking my game 24/7 haha
loving the life so carefree so stressless....
bring my dog out to east coast park was fun, but i m neglecting them. hai~
but my love to them is still alot.. =)
meet kai hui last week..will meet her again~!
=)

drop out or carry on to suffer i know i m getting bad result in this sem.. haiz
all blame to me!
i m realli missing hall/nus life =(
and they give me a nickname there "su shi ni~"
su shi ni = sunshine ... -.-
they r so creative!
bye bye.. going 2 cure my super bad eye bag due to my sch~

2008-11-11T01:28:00.006+08:00

yeah...
chun sis went taiwan n help me buy JILL STUART stuff for me..
extremely happy,
i feel like buying all jill stuart stuff seriously
dar, keep tell me dun buy dose nt practical stuff...
TRUST ME GO TO GOOGLE N SURF... JILL STUART COSMETIC..
so now i have jill stuart make up pouch, compact mirror,lipstick and jelly eye shadow...
I WAN MOREEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
especially blusher and the perfume..
but i gt 2 perfume which is still alot almost full..
the escardo moon sparke.. i buy le spray one time nv use...
dar buy me CK perfume.. 2 years ago... now still in drawer rott....
spray v few time...
blusher i no need.. hate using blusher..
but den it sold out.. extremely sad abt it..
more jill stuart thing pls...
feel like flying dere n get more
anyway i shld nt buy so much jill stuart..
extremely ex to me..
cuz i still haven go out n work...
YEAH EXAM IN 2 week time...
SHIOK.. cuz all no confidence n no mood study
still at home keep play sims
dunnoe can survive or nt..

extremely in love wif it...
hope sky will drop some money to me..
dar.. i wanna go oversea also..
hope u can faster bring me again.. =PpP

exam is coming soon and tt how i look like...
hahahhaa

2008-11-03T02:26:00.002+08:00

a few days back, me n darling had a quarrel.
now tt we are ok so i shall blog,
i love my boi alot alot alot...
and tthe alway feel tt i m alway in attitude
when sometime i realli did not..
i was merely talking wif a not happy tone and he say i attitude..
i cant alway talk in happy sometime in mono tone!
but i realli nt attitude wif bf.. alittle thing he will say i attitude...

i m a very lousy gf...
cuz i cant easily forgive and forget some thing..
i do not know..probably a super minor stuff could means nth to him
but it mean million to me!!
some unhappiness i had for him can never erased..
and tt the reason why i told him sometime i love him sometimes i hate him
haiz...
sometimes i wish i m good enuff for him so tt i dun feel tt way....
why do his frienz alway say i dun love him?
whereas my frienz say i love him alot?

i know he do alot of thing for me but i just cant forget some of the unforgettable unhappiness
missing the old good times we ever had....

2008-10-30T00:08:00.007+08:00

yeah todae is Halloween day..
no mood study..
NV GO WHOLE DAY LESSON TODAE....!
wth...been missing all my morning lec as usual...
hostel is super noisy!!!
all the gers are screaming like hell...cuz there are ghost here
so i locked myself in my room~
i hate to be scared!!!!!!
i hate hostel..
super hot!! but i go home no mood study!!
sianz.. life is super pointless la...
yeah my new hair colour, i kinda like this photo =P

as usual i love group photo
is midnite over, all the girl are still screaming... hai!

2008-10-17T00:17:00.003+08:00

BORING...everydae is so boring
i keep telling myself work hard work hard
next time wun suffer so much! but i cant!!!!
i feel v stressful..
1st time in my whole life scared of failing one module!
scared of drop out?
y is being in uni so tough, yet i have no intelligence
and determination to study till late?
i feel so lifeless.. so homesick now..
doubt this week can go home...
i wanna go back hm badly
feel like gifing up all my hall activites..
STRESSFUL LIFE..
i nt even sure whether i can successfully pass this semester w.o failing any module..

i feel tt one day i might end up in mental hospital
leading such a stressful life!

2008-10-16T00:58:00.004+08:00

SIANZ... getting super lifeless!!
i wanna change course badly..
application open!
everydae everybody is studying...
after dinner, or wateva, ppl will say ok i m going back to study
everydae i m hearing this sentence..
for me every week also have test, n report...
super hard.. copy is the best thing =P
my course totaly dun suit me
i m busy for this week n next week...!!!
cant go home..
project is piling up
i didnt do well for all my test..
super demoralised... =(((

i wanna get back my life!!!

loving my hair colour... =)
i just love light colour on my hair..
dar help me dye.. 2nd time he help me to dye hair
and the second time make him super pek chey..
hair too long..super tired for him..haha..

love n miss u!

2008-10-04T01:09:00.003+08:00

super sianz..so many thing are piling up..
i m super lazy to go study while everybody is mugging till late nite
u know taking a business module is more shiok den my module
they do have lab.. n yet i have to contribute 9 hrs to lab..
business where gt lab one!! n contribute to lab i sno big deal
is the project and the report make me go crazy, some report need 3 days to pass up..
sianz lor!!! n so many test piling up.. just clear all my mid term test this week, nxt week start quiz again!!! arghgh
now i know so many ppl dun watch tv in nus life one...
anyway i m teaching make up on monday..
i guess it must be super fun la..
so happy =))) but nervous...

anyway 1 of my friendster account deleted and facebook..
frankly i feel is nt practical also.. might as well close..
wat for open all this network sia... also do nth with it..
somemore all this irrating website alway cause problem between me n my bf!
so just keep my last account.. for FUN!
hate all this webby lor!

SIANZ... feeling lifeless n homesick now!

2008-09-25T03:42:00.003+08:00

life is all abt unfairness...
woman make a big fuss out of small thing
they expected ppl 2 forgive them yet unwilling to forgive others

anyway everything in my life is nt going smooth..
studies almost make me going crazy

between studies n relationship?
which one do u tink i put priority first?

sorry.. i put studies 1st if i have disappointed u!
abt relationship, u let me rant a bit nag abit or watever,
i will be ok..

i love the way how my dad n mum dotes me when i go university!!
they totally treat me so different especially my dad...
i realli love everything abt NUS..
is like a EXPENSIVE BRAND...
=)))))

2008-09-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

I M SAD I M NT HAPPY
I M SAD I AM UNHAPPY
I M IN BAD MOODDDDD!
i sux so badly =(

2008-09-17T03:17:00.003+08:00

everyday i m like slping at 4am n wake up at 8am or 9am..
super sianz lor..
but of cuz i gt take afternn nap =P
anyway i buy geo colour contact lens..
been v fan on which lens to buy n wat colour..
since so cheap so i buy it..
i ordered brown one.. but tt brown nt dark brown
tt y thinking of getting grey..

there was this tranaction tt i ordered a dress
however i m too lazy tt y i didnt pay her money..
but she still send it to me
is super ugly i tell u
frankly online shopping buy clothes super sux lor..!!
onli some are reliable..is super big n ugly the clothes
nt the 1st time le..
anyway i lost it also.. material sux like hell!
so i swear nv buy clothes on online..
unless reliable..haha
n i saw on net one dress super chio was planning to buy
so qiao .. my sch also gt almost same same de
and is super ugly.. luckily i nv buy..

anyway i wan more clothes too..
no time online shopping..
this week is mid term test n 2 week later also mid term test
so fan lor!!
no time study..everytime so many assignment
sianz..volleyball training on fri..
feel like quitting..cuz cant go back home..
still considering abt it..as training are tough..
and my whole body are aching

i love my dar dar alot..
been many days nv see him..
i miss him so much!
feel that my studies had make me lesser time wif him
=(((

2008-09-07T01:29:00.002+08:00

i m sad.. i m nt happppppYYYyyYy!
gt my new laptop..chio!
life making me sad...
my sch work has make me going bonkers soon..
i know i dunnoe alot of thing yet i have no mood to study
nth gets into my head...
nth i understand plus the quarrelment yesterdae of me n dar
had made me everything worst...
i m scared of drop out but i cant handle the stress lvl i m going thru..
the sch fees are making me crazy!!
is so expensive i cant imgaine wat if i m fail n stay back..
i m having a serious headache..

there is so much problem in our r.s
n he still nv forget the past..
=(((

i m sad real sad...~!
i just dunnoe hw 2 express my stress lvl...
now i know degree is so hard to get...
i have to suffer smth tt i dun like to study!
=(((
y m i nt genius..!!!!
i wanna earn big buck..
but i m nt capable of anything..

sad!!!!!!!!!
i hate myself!!
hate the quarrel between me n dar..
dar... say i will run away when i go uni?
but he doesnt knw hw much i hate guy!
there are so many bastard in this world..
n guys are so different from girl..
they tend to be more pervert more excuses to see girl n etc..
i know he sure say tt ger also see guy..
but pls lor guy tendency more lor..
since u wanna talk abt the past, i have so many unhappy thing wif u all the past
n i nv bring up le yet u bring up..
y shld i be the one to chase u back..!!!

super stress + sad..

2008-09-02T22:34:00.007+08:00

i m super super duper stress...!!!
is like mid term test is just ard few weeks, and i m so busy
completing all my assignment..
the assignment like nv do finish one..
i dun even have time to revise my work la

IN SHORT..IM DAMN STRESSSSS!!!

ok back to happy things..
can i say i m going v lucky TODAE...
probably cuz my bday over, my lady luck is cuming

i celebrate my bday wif dardar ....
family member is just eating dinner..
take neoprint.. =)) i love dar dar =)
basically spend time at home study
bcuz nus life are stressful life = NO LIFE
trust me everybody all study 24/7
compared to them i m nth!
and worst keep study dun understand...

so monday was my bday..
onli 2 person know abt it..cuz i ask them earlier on shld i celebrate
end up i nv celebrate due to lack of time..
n as usual went to eat dinner at my hall
and suddenly my bunch of frienz stood up n sing happy bday song
in the whole of the hall!! n is loud!
i was shocked n unprepared too but is so sweet of them
and they organized a last minute celebration at 12midnite.
(hall life is busy, everybody is onli free after 12midnite, so there is high tendency ppl would nt come due to nxt morning early lessons)
it was like everybody take food to my frienz room n we have a party
but i feel so guilty so ended up i ordered PIZZA~
haha.. so sad.. the pizza n snacks i bought was nt enuff LOL..
plus abit of what they bring too... also nt enuff..
ok photo time.. or video 1st LOL

and we r making so much noises even after 12am.. ROFL..
yeah they simply make my day happy!!
todae, my acer laptop recovered from all its illness
and received a sms saying my new laptop cumin tml?
wth rite...!! my acer laptop is ok le wat for buying a new laptop..
LOL..

ok..stress stress stress!!!!!

2008-08-21T01:42:00.002+08:00

i m happy..
i bought a white n pink adidas running shoes..
the pink is sweet =P
it doesnt look v nice at the beginning..
but when i wore it..
it look chio..
yeah..
gt new shoes to play volleyball in sch =P
i got new adidas clothes(buy myself), new vintage adidas bag(dardar buy 4 me)
and new adidas shoes.. (father buy me i suppose so) haha..

i love my dear boi super lots..
sch life is making me v tired..
i just love adidas.. =P

2008-08-19T16:37:00.004+08:00

super sianz la..!!
from nxt week onward..
my scehdule almost everyday until 5pm and start at 8am..
super busy like hell..
and lec is super boring
and i skipped lec already on second week haha
it is so different from poly la..
the lec is 2 hrs one lor n lab 3 hrs..
haiz. i m so tired tt i rush back n take afternn nap todae..
i still wondering if i wanna stay nxt year..
i hate travelling but i really love my hs...
i miss my puppy!! n dar dar... !!!
i dun wanna waste money here n also the food here sux..
lol! n i hate to partipacte in hall activites cuz is like u have no time to study
n is v tiring. but is super convientent la
n i dun like sharing toilet dun like mop my floor dun like wash my own clothes
i cant survive alone..

=(
after so much grumbling i realised my bday in 2 week time =P
wat so nice to celebrate when u r getting older?
=((( so fast nxt week quiz.. !!!

2008-08-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

HaPpY hApPy HaPpY
i got a new pink toshiba laptop in one mth time..
yeahhhhh!!!! =P
i can watch tv in hostel

30 min more to mark me n dar dar 2 year anniversary..
love u my dear

sch start..!!! sch is like a mountain climb here n dere...

2008-08-07T02:41:00.018+08:00

i m back home.. happy =PPP
but my parent dun wan me go home n ask me stay dere =((
so sad.. they tell me i must adapt dere n had to stay up to 4 years..!!
wah!! i dun wan i wan home...
orientation of nus is going over soon!!
and sch is starting n exam in 3 mths...
haiz... so fast!!!
gt some juicy pic to upload during orientation!
onli nice onces are upload.. hahaha
=))

dO exercise =(

SENTOSA~!

The below pic is super chio rite =) love it~

SO U TINK U CAN ACT???
this is my favourite of all the orientation..
i laugh till peng all the way la during the show tt we acted!!!
me n dar love to watch so u tink u can dance...
but haha.. nus have so u tink u can act!! wahahhahahah
the members~

the paper the pink guy take was our script..
me n another girl was fake nurse
does the injection and first aid box cute?
hey we do the props ok.. pls say it cute hahah!

the script was like they are doing PE LESSOn
when one guy hurt his back

the ppl whu are working out trying to rescue him but failed n called ambulane..
me n another girl came out n rescue the guy
can see from my smiles super funny rite...

trying to save him badly

we announced it DEAD...muwahhaha

den they came out this script a prist praying for him
n say wat father of the god n blah blah blah...
which i m at the side of the curtain laughing like maddness
the prist...

listening to the judges

we get second for our group.. cool!!!
stay at hostel also need exam one!! -.-

flag day + amazing race..
we go to amk den to toa payoh den to rom den to little india den to bugis
doing good deed gt gd result mahz..??? hehe

orientation going over soon le..
frankly i kinda miss it.. ~
ok i take back my word.. staying at hostel is more like a family =P
dar complaining i take pic wif guy so close which he saw from my com/hp!!
-.-!!!
my heart has onli u ... love love u!!!!
i know dar love me alot n of cuz i love him alot too =D
tt all..i cant wait to see my dar dar tml!!! =PpP

i MISS my dar dar smiles..!!!
love this song so much~

2008-08-07T00:11:00.003+08:00

DELICATED TO MY BOY~

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

2008-08-03T13:30:00.003+08:00

i m back home sweet home...
left 1 more week sch is starting...
sianz... dun u tink the life not working n studying is the shiokness...

i now look so charcoal...
becuz of yesterdae trip to sentosa,..
orientation in nus was over a week..
shld i say it fun or TORTURE?
i m no joke..they let u slp 6 hrs a day...!!!!
but me... haha... i dun care i still wake up late...
they let u bath more than 2 times a day...
make u smelly like hell by sweating or pouring disgusting stuff in ya body
tt u have to stay up super late to wash ur clothes...
waking up in the morning wanting to go toilet urgent...
but have to rush to the toilet n lock ur door off ur light
den go toilet
it was torturing to hold it back...!!!
haiz...
no time for cabal..
no tv for the whole week...!
hostel no TV ONE....
sentosa was a bit fun n abit bored...
the sun was really hot making me now so black cum red...
bored...when play games tt they prepared..
fun when we play games ourself n look at nice scenery...
exam in MONDAY so fast rite...!!! haiz..
which is tml la... grrrr....
haven study or not intending to study..
anyway nt important...~

anyway in short.. home is the best!!!
i love my dar dar lotz lotz

2008-07-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

wah super sian lor..
i m now alone at my hostel blogging..
i m living a double room with one person staying super sianz lor!!!
it show hw unpopular it is lor...
super sad lor.. realli feel like going home...
gt aircon can see dog can find my dar dar
i realli miss my dog ...
missing dar dar also...i so regret lor~!
HAIZ..
about the estee lauder job it is super tiring... i m dying of leg pain!!
money is so much difficult to earn

2008-07-22T06:42:00.004+08:00

went to watch two movie this week...
batman n wanted..
i realli love the joker so much~ =)
moving in hostel later... but i still haven pack my bag yet haha
i very paiseh lehz.. bring my pillow n bolster n etc to the cab!
hw to put in luggage so big
lol....
thanks kai hui to be my last minute model...
i tot i couldnt find any model.. haha
so she helped me to make my interview go so successful...
tml will be working again for 5 days...
so busy this week!!!
kai hui has been a very gd frienz..
everytime i asked her to be my model she nv turn it down..
is like i m messing her face n she dun mind haha

working for estee lauder.. =P

2008-07-15T12:32:00.002+08:00

I WANNA DO HAIR EXTENSION ALSO..
it is like so sudden la..
since tt time i had my eyelashes extension, i saw many ger
doing for hair extension at city plaza!! n is like so popular...
what should i do??
n i swear nv do eyelashes extension again!!
HOW HOW???
shld i do or nt??

good news: DOUBLE ROOM FOR MYSELF...!!!

2008-07-06T03:58:00.007+08:00

I AM NT HAPPY NT HAPPY NT HAPPY
if i dun post tis up abt my feeling now, i cant slp
i m ANGRY.. =(((
over alot of ppl at one times..
this is my third time i going to write a hate post on someone again..
frankly, i had wrote twice on 2 person
i dun even know y they have my blog links n know i hate them
i dunnoe where they get their resources either...
but i m nt afraid to know i hate them...

yesterdae was happily meeting my dar off work...
and GUESS WHAT...FIRST THING HE MET ME N TELL ME
THAT ~~B*ITCH~~ cheap WHORE(obviously he didnt say tt is i named her NOw)
say u dun love me
i tell u lor i cfm gif attitude face when i c her lor..
or his watever colleuges WHO IS GUILTY of saying tt sentence
(EXCEXPT HIS MUM -.-)
i m damn gd at gif attitude face.. my bf cfm know it lol..
and i m v mean wif my word when i m super angry
whether is my parent or wateva!!! in short attitude problem..

yeah she is cheap whore in my eyes...
in front of me ask me cosmetic product etc...
n i bought 50 cupcakes (nt cheap lor is 200 hundred.. mind u)
to the chalet to celebrate dar birthday
n she commented it in front of me n my bf..like "wah so sweet"
n den backstabbed me n tell MY BF say i dun love him..wtf!!!!
ANGRY RITE!!!!! i realli cant find any excuses to nt hate her lor
frankly lor.. i love my bf or nt .. is not ur pro..
i know it the best OK.. u r nt me..
dun waste the effort commenting it n SPOILT other ppl relationship..
is like 2 hours arguement btween me n my bf...!!!!!
i hope she realli c it n know hw much i hate her lor..

oh ya...u know y i called her cheap..
she know herself she cant drink much...
and tt ppl asked her drink a little
SHE ACT LIKE ~~high class~~ LOW CLASS B*tch n say
"NO" and later at the nite she SECRETLY drink beer wine or watever la
tt make her drunk..
I SUPPOSE HER SO CALL PRINCE CUMING 2 e CHALET N MAKE HERSELF DRUNK LA
and tt she n the guy spend one nite on the room
thus all the other ppl have to stay downstair play poker
dun dare go up rest..
den morning go up..
U KNOW WHAT we see...
disgusting "sex mark" on the guy neck lor..
act like so pure inncoent, say she is a "v" (tt wat they commented on her)
mayb she is la.. so lets call her horny tt nite...
and every1 dun dare 2 slp thus going back home
ME N DDAR DUN DARE STAY ON TT DIRTY BED EITHER..
(she didnt know tt)
that guy n her has no status ok.. say she cheap or nt..
cuz i hate her tt y...

ok back to me n dar r.s
dar been complainng i m having pms 24/7
i m sorry abt tt ok..~
i get pissed off easily over little minor matter..
is hard to change my attitude like how hard u quit smoking
SAME!!!!

1)lots of ppl commented tt i dun love him...
2)it been one year plus n dar have never fail to ask this qns EVERYDAY...
you dun love me? ni bu ai wo?

if u didnt realise, is ur frienz commented it not my my frienz neither my mum or dad ok!!! tt wat u tink? does it mean wat i think..

example..some parents dote the children and buy toy or watever to please the children cuz they LOVE the children
other parent scold their children beat them up n etc does it mean they love them?
they care for their future and have high expectation wanting them to do better.
BY beating their children mean the parent dun LOVE them??

eveyone have different ways of showing their love...
relationship tt do not quarrel can say they have high trust between them..
or probably one is more tolerant or another..
u definitely agree tt we have little trust on each other...
and one of us cant tolerate another.. thus showing attitude!!!thus SHOWING AITTIDUE MEAN I DUN LOVE MY BF????????????????????????????WHICH LAW WHICH BOOK STATED TT?

think of a positive side..
the ger is so afraid to lose u... nt knowing wat to do..
showing attitude so tt u pay more attention to her..
knowing she is angry n thus stop it..
the main motive is ask u DUN REPEAT
sometimes u ask y u can i cant..
same way the history
last time i ask u this either didnt i???
den ans tt qns urself...

u dun believe i love u.. den quarrel tt time u say if u dun believe, we would have broken up..
den y is tt i can hear everyday u ask me this qns lor? i realli cant stand it n u know me well..
n u alway promised u would nt ask it again? n y m i hearing after 1 year plus?

or y nt u gif me a easier way out n tell me how 2 prove i love u?
u know y ppl think u love me more..
probably cuz u bought me to taiwan buy me diamond ring..
but i dun have tt financial money to bring u all dese places
i just do simple thing i can do like fetch u after work
go ur hs whenever u can.. stay at ur hs n acc u...
i know u do all that too..
didnt break off wif when u r at hta
is equally like ns.. u expected i will run away..
i nv rite..?? break off my bf n be wif u?? secretly dying wannting to meet u know u gt gf last time(i know u say it was the past my love to u was deep nt now)
but is like almost everydae i can meet u easily n tt u cant c my cravings for u..
a little small thing of u can make me v v happy like helping me massage n gifing me a kiss n sayang my hair + hugging me at nite slping... n tt called i dun love u???
i gif attitude.. u also gif attitude just tt i m more ..
nv go out or sms any guy ANYMORE..pls dun mention the past...
it had been damn long tt i nv make my mistake..
if possible i onli wanna meet u..play cabal cuz u ask me to play 2
n as i say u r the best gift heaven gave me...~
we had been almost 2 years... and if i dun love u .. y m i still staying ur side..

GOING NUS SOOn + staying hostel somemore..
i know it makes u v v worried....
but nus is my dream.. i wanna get a degree...
is nt that u r diploma n i will looked down on u..
n go away wif a degree...
a degree guy but treat me badly who want?
is the feeling we had for each other....
i say how many times no use..u wun listen

dun worry.. who know i will fail at the first year..
i tell u ... dun be surprised?
i m nt a study type.. just lucky go nus.. tt all..
god didnt gif me everything
except u and my brain to make it to nus..

i wanna be wif u...
born wif more than 2 children
stay at a house WIF AIR CON + dog + QUEEN SIZED BED
as many heart thing in the hs as possible
tt my dream =PpP...

2008-07-04T03:17:00.002+08:00

sch starting soon..
kinda miss my life now..
i m super happy..
most probably going to stay at hostel as my application approved
however i still dunoe whether is alone or double..
hopefully double.. i scare living alone..
anyway life now had been super happy..
spending my lovely days wif my boi..
love to slp beside him..
is like a blessing..
hostel life cuming meaning cant spend my nite wif dar dar..
realli love him .. most importantly we r going 2 years tgt..
watched the hulk..super duer gd..

i realli love the way u kiss me early in the morning when i m slping
i was like telling myself m i dreaming or isit true..
IT IS SUPER DUPER SWEET LA..~
like smiling in my dream!!

i realli love you..
you will always be my baby~

2008-06-14T06:49:00.002+08:00

i have new blogskin...
*YELL*
it been like tons or billions of year that i have nt changed my blogskin~
i m slacking my days!
waking up in the afternn and sleep at the morning..
horrible me~ it took me a few hours to search the net to look for the blogskins!!
JULY 18 is my QET test paper.. on english qualifications..(smth like general paper)
how sucks can it be?
in one year, how many times have i touched the newspaper n read!!
ok.. ya i carry on my online shopping thingy again..
despite many ugly onces delivered..
but some are still alrite and nice..
bought a high waisted skirt from online shopping..
i feel is nt bad.. a new change of clothing..
but dar dar dun love it =((
dun u all know now the trendy fashion style was high waisted skirt/short..

going bed bed soon..
dardar wo ai ni~ =)))

2008-05-24T23:58:00.006+08:00

been long i since update..
practically too busy even though i m nt working..
haha! cuz busy sleeping..
dar say i realli must see doctor! =((
frankly, nt v sure wat happened..
all of a sudden i love sleeping! can practically slp whole day!

after taiwan trip.. busy like hell..
but spend lots of days wif dardar..
he gt many off day~
we went chalet at sentosa..
my 1st time chalet dere..
bought 50 cupcakes which cost like almost $200
and i dun like it. though is police theme
wif police logo, foto n etc printed on cupcakes..
nt as appealing as i tot..
BUT most of its collegues love it n found the idea gd..
-.-|||
me n dar went to watch the 4d matrix..
we watched both show.. i feel the pirates are nicer n more fun..
and also take the ludge.. i love it =))

My most fav day going out is bring my dog to east coast..
and we ride bicycles with our dog..
my dog are damn noti la..
wanting 2 jump out of the bicycle..
too hyper juz like dar dar =P

on his bday..nth much also..
just go some shopping..
and today went to expo~
ok..is a must go trip.
things there are freaking cheap!!!!
i mean robinson sales and addias sales!!!

i didnt go for my grad day..
simply cuz it falls on dar bday n there are too many talks..
which is so boring

i also went to sit the flyer..
great experience..
but had a small quarrel wif dar dar during the 30min ride
but the fish spa was good on the second floor..
cuz dar is still angry wif me n i treated him to the fish spa..
whereby the fish cum n eat ur leg...
and it was like damn ticklish la.. tt me n dar
just cant stop laughing!
anyway it was real fun!

*off to watch show!!!

2008-05-13T07:52:00.008+08:00

i m totally retarded!! LOL..
it is going 8am and i haven slpt yet..
and i keep repeating tis video when i see it..
it is super cute la..~

making me rolling on the floor and luff..~
not onli this... below also make me roll on the floor n luff
presenting my cute bf!

weee!! is nice cute and funny..
still gt alot can make.. but lazy
he alway nv fails to make me luff!
me n him at taiwan!!

i m going to explain y i hate and love this shirt..
i bought it cuz it is simply chio, thin so tt it is not hot..
best is alot of hearts!! i love heart to the core..
i dunnoe wat so nice abt it.. just love it!!
and yeah.. i wore this retarded clothes at taiwan!
and yeah..alot of ppl looked at me and tok abt themselves..
den i encountered alot of times... even at SINGAPORE..
super pissed off!!!!
HALoOOO!! can u all pls be more open mined
and more fashionable on clothes.. !!!
everybody is tinking i m wearing my top wrong side..
as i had the tag indicated the washing machine thingy outside at 1st..
which make thing worst..so i cut it off..
but it didnt stop ppl from looking at me..
like as though i m idiot, whu dunnoe how 2 wear my top~
den 2 ppl approached me n say hey u wearing the wrong side...
and ppl were luffing at me...
pissed off!!! grrr~!!!

i can say taiwan realli rawks man!
i hope dar dar can bring me more places to travel ard..
though we had some arguements at taiwan~
but overall i still lurve the trip!
is alway a blessing to go wif loved onces..
TAIWAN IS FUN!!!!

and the lingerie are cheap until lao sai!!
$6-7 wif underwear lor...
and is chio one..
i bought 3.. one of it was dar chose.. and it was quite chio!
i also bought underwear!! LOL..
the clothes there are super ex man!!!

there are ppl asking me hw much i spent n etc..~
ok.. i spend ard $800++
i know is counted little.. haha..
cuz the reason is.. dar dar gt help me pay some item..
which den reduce my expences and increased his..
he spend ard $3000 on hotel, airflight and food and abit here n there
LOL!!!

ok.. i m jobless this mth,nxt mth, nxt nxt mth..
i dun mind..cuz sch is starting soon!
i m jobless due to company do not wanna approve my leave after my vacation
which make me reject e offer of working..
and when i reject..they told me.. "i do not need part timer anymore"
-.-||| wateva!!
i m so happy relaxing myself at home..!!
and the gd news is.. my application for NUS approved..
but the bad thing was i didnt go straight to 2nd year..
i onli exempted from some modules..
I M HAPPPY~! big grinz.. this year was a gd year 4 me!!
onli left wif SMU reply.. but i CFM they dun wan me.. haha!!
but is ok..
my decision is final.. NUS rawks!!!

at my hs.. dar asked me "why are u wearing spec"?
i replied " dun u tink i have a NUS look ?? "
and i make myself super nerd..!!
i m a study freak.. LOL! i tink he puked~! LOL

2008-05-08T22:57:00.003+08:00

i m back from taiwan!!!
i love my trip dere..
is like i m so bored at nite for like 1am plus..
but yet i can go ard my hotel and SHOP!
the things there are expensive..
but food there are simply cheap man!
and best is delicious..
especially smelly toufu and chicken cutlet..
we went xi men ding twice..
wu fen pu twice and shilin twice..
so u can imgaine how nice things are there tt we keep going back..
and non-stop walking..
we still go alot of places.. almost quite alot of night market..
the sogo department there are expensive..
but i managed to buy jill stuart cosemetic..
alot of colour being sold out..and is fully packed..
u see dose isetan uniform or other department uniform..
nt chio one..but hor.. taiwan one damn chio..
and still gt ppl serve us when we take lift sia..so cool!!
and i never sweat dere... and i keep wear shorts dere..
cuz i m prepared to walk alot.. and also slipper..
but last day DIED..raining...
damn F* cold la!!!almost freezing..
the sushi there also super cheap!
i realli love taiwan alot..
cuz I BOUGHT ALOT OF heart heart thingy..
such as heart calculator.. heart top.. 3 pair of heart pocket shorts..
and a small tiny heart on one of the bag... super happy!!
hotel quite satisfed... v clean.. but i prefer to stay hotel near ximending la..

ok.. foto time!
taipei 101

is realli v cold!!

ok..next is the unlimited supply of food at toilet bowl restaurant..
we pay $30 onli for both of us.. and look at the food..
how 2 finish

shopping at ximending

our hotel..
nice service..
clean..
and best BATHTUB! LOL

i love my lipstick colour!..
and best part.. my sunglasses cost less than $10 ..
and is super chio cuz baby pink colour

ok.. i came back from sg..
and nxt day went to collect my overall resul for make up..

yeah! i m now certifed to be a MAKE UP ARTIST..
=D!!

2008-04-24T23:06:00.002+08:00

i received a letter from NTU..
i got in to 2nd year...
happy n abit sad also
happy cuz i get into uni second year...
nt happy cuz i dun like engineer... =((
so upset la..

but conclusion
BETTER THAN NTH~
i wanna go NUS more..

*pls*

2008-04-21T23:56:00.002+08:00

i m happy =D
yeah 1 more week + to go and i m leaving sg
i just cant wait tt day man!!!

another thing to be happy i went for my make up exam last sat
AMAZING... i passed.. =P
is nt easy ok.. u have to finish in time + chio make up
so i tink most likely i get my cert of diploma in professional makeup
in 5th june.. but i m at taiwan..~ haha!!

and nxt thing to be happy
my sat n sun are off n i came back from work..
just grad from dip of makeup~
and ppl engaged me to be their makeup artist for their ROM
super happy la..
but i haven quote my price yet.. *probably cheaper cuz 1st assignment*
simply cuz they love my makeup and wanna me do the same on them
dat day..
i will make up for 3 ppl dat day!!
i m dose v glitter type of make up.. hehe!!!

and another thing i love is..
WHEN PPL ASK ME WHAT PURFUME I M WEARING
this tell me dat i smell nice.. haha..
and i can say is escado (dunnoe how 2 spell) moon sparkle..
but i feel is nt long lasting..
another one flight of fancy~

and i also love ppl comment my hair is chio!!
yeah!!! tt is simply becuz i m lazy... LOL!!

me n dar has been dan busy wif this game cabal!!
tt explain why i m nt blogging..

off to cabal!!

2008-04-10T22:57:00.003+08:00

yeah!! my job interviewed success!!!
becuz of the higher pay i sacrifised my hair n not so nice uniform..~
omg..have to tie my hair in full.. =(((( my worst nightmare..
tml sch of make up theory exam..
frankly i m nt well prepared..
n till now i still dun wan study..
i m addicted to TOWER BLASTER game.. LOL...

I M SAD SAD SAD...
I NV GET ANY LETTER FROM NUS!

2008-04-08T22:45:00.004+08:00

i mentioned earlier i wanna quit my company n joined new company..
and i DID it.. LOL..
i have no job after this mth.. job hunting...
i cant get to wear anna sui chio chio dress cuming nxt mth..
wish me luck on thur interview on my new company..
i realli wanna get in badly..
but it have to depend on my current supervisior feedback..
as in they will call anna sui and asked my performance..omg!!
though i have no complaints.. but i m disloyal to company n
twice i was unable to work last minute..
and mayb from tt she hate me so much
tt she know i m running to the another company
heard tt last time 3 gers from anna sui wanna switch to the same
company i interview and failed due to **** comments given from my anna sui supervisior..
super damn stressed la!!!
haiz..so if i realli failed.. i know why.. haha!!!

went for my ntu interview..
guess wat my gpa was 3.58 n i asked ard..
n MY COMPETITIOR are ALL higher than me!!!
!#$%^&*
so shiiitttt!!!
anyway it was nt realli a tough interview unlike SMU..
the onli problem is i cant do maths QNS on the spot..
get into UNI so hard sia!!!
die lor.. 50percent chances burnt off..
i like keep hao lian my maths damn gd la..
cuz all A1 in poly life mahz..
but i cant solve a single qns..hilarious rite..
anyway chances of getting in are low..
unless miracle do happen..
let me pin my hopes on NUS den...
=D

dar dar.. pls do trust me..
i realli love u.. and i m realli settling down..
after all the hardship n sweetness we gone thru for one year plus
cant u see everything changes?
my mind is all abt u..
i love u wholeheartedly...
no matter what happen in the future..
whether i make it to uni or nt..
i promise u i wun do anything that let u down..
the onli thing i request from u is dun break my heart..
cuz i m realli v serious in this r.s

FOR ALL I KNOW.. U R THE ONLI ONE FOR ME!!!
qualifications or etc do not matter!!
is the feelings we had for each other..
and i can say the love i had for u strengthened every dae..!!!

2008-04-08T11:26:00.005+08:00

i don't look nice in the last pic la..
but my hair damn chio in the last pic..
i love gd hair day~
i m super bored at parkway parade la..
i m like rotting everydae..
i wanna quit and join new company..
i m super busy this week..
theory exam for sch of make up..
interview for ntu todae!!! DAMN!!
and interview on 2 days later on new company.!
den if fail den i go interview for another company..
LOL!!
interview interview.. so sick of it la!!
it been v long i never stay at home for a day n rest
everydae go out.. super sian!!

dardar.. wo xiang ni!!

2008-03-31T19:56:00.004+08:00

my horrible smu interview is over already..
their interview is like WTF!
write essay cum debate..i flung it badly..
and u know y
EVERYTHING IS ABT POLITICAL ISSUE... !!!
and i tot nvm i still gt another 2 uni to go..~
but WTF.. ntu called and ask me down for INTERVIEW..
interview my horrible thing la..
i hate it so muchie!
grrrr!!!
this mth is my busiest and most impt mth!!
after this mth is shiok mth! =PPPP~
hope this 1 mth faster finish!!!

I DIE DIE DIE ALSO WANNA GO TO UNI!!!

辛福就是dardar永远不要离开我~! =P

2008-03-28T00:27:00.003+08:00

ARGHGHGHGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i m so fuking stress over the interview..
so many qns i m not prepared..
and questions are so chim!!!
i m so stress!!
n worst i cant meet my darling!!
i got so freaking busy la~!!!

dar dar.. i miss u like hell lotzz!